17 year old Dalis Miller and her family take a trip to London for her dad's work for 2 weeks in the summer. She meets the Harry Styles and they fall in love. This is her story.

PG-13. :) Enjoy!!


59. I'm Sorry.

When I wake up, Harry's not laying next to me. I then smell the yummy scent of chocolate chip pancakes. YUM!

I go into the kitchen to find Harry there cooking.

"Good morning my Valentine!" Harry smiles looking at me.

"Haha good morning!" I go over and kiss him.

Harry stops what he's doing takes my face in his hands and says to me, so close to my face, "Last night was amazing. You are so beautiful." He smiles and kisses me again.

"Stop, you're making me blush, and thanks? I think. Umm... anyways..." Awkward. "You said that what happened last night makes up for the nights that we'll miss when you're on tour. What did you mean by that?" I ask. I hadn't thought about it until I looked at Harry's calendar before I went to bathroom before I came into the kitchen.

"Oh. Umm. Well we start our World Tour next week and we'll be gone for awhile. But I don't want to talk about it now. Let's eat." Harry hands me our breakfast and we eat. But I still can't stop thinking about this tour.

After breakfast we watch a movie and we're about to go out for a day in London but I sit at the kitchen table. Harry walks in and sits next to me.

"Babe, what's wrong?" He asks.

"How long are you going to be away for?" I ask. I had to.

Harry sighs and his face drops to a frown. "About a year to a year and a half." He answers in a monotoned voice.

"A whole year? Harry that's a long time. I thought 2 months was long but this is crazy." I start to say.

"I know babe, I know. I don't want it to be that long. It hurts too much. The only option is for you to come with me. But I can't ask you to do that."

"Well why not?" I ask.

"Because you'd have to miss school, and you'll be leaving your friends and family."

I sigh. "There is one other thing." I say before I can stop myself.

"What?" Harry's eyes shine.

"We take a break." Did I seriously just say that. Did I just tell Harry Styles that I want to take a break? Am I going crazy? After the night we just had together, after everything we've been though? I can't believe I just said that to him. I feel like crying.. too late. I start to tear up.

Harry places his hands on my shoulders. "Is that what you want?" He whispers, trying so hard not to tear.

"No." I respond. "But it would be easier. You wouldn't have to worry about the hate I would get or when the next time we'll see each other or any of it." A tear drops down my face.

"Dalis.. The other lads and their girlfriends are going through the same thing, and they're fine." Harry pleads.

"But Danielle, Perrie, and El all live with their boyfriends. I'm nowhere close."

Harry looks deep into my eyes and I have to look away. Harry takes his hands off my shoulders and gets up and starts to pace. "Then fine. If that's what will make you happy then we'll take a break. Dalis." He sighs and tries so hard to fight the pain.

"It's not what I want, trust me. But it's for what's best. I'm sorry Harry I really am. I just can't deal with you going away and the rumors that will start, I won't be able to bear it." By this point I have tears streaming down my face. "Harry please look at me!" I plead to him.

"I can't." He says and goes into his room and shuts the door.

"Mom. I'm coming home today." I call my mom when I finally get my act together and stop crying just enough to talk.

"Honey what happened?" My mom asked.

I told her the story, leaving out last night only saying that Harry wishes we could spend more time together before he goes away for a year.

"Dalis, I'm sorry. Are you sure that's what needs to happen? What did Harry say?"

I start to cry telling my mom what he said and what he's doing now. "Mom the worst part is, he won't even look at me!" I tell my mom what time my flight will be coming in at Newark Airport and that I'll see her in a couple of hours.

I pack my bags and haven't seen Harry since our fight, I don't even know if he's still in the flat. I knock on his door and try so hard not to cry since i'm about to leave.

"Harry. I'm sorry. But I have to go. Thank you for everything you've ever done and always being my first love. I'll never forget what we had. I'll always love you." I waited for an answer and there was none. I open his door to find an empty room. Did he seriously leave me to fend for myself? I thought he loved me, why is he doing this? I swallow my tears and leave Harry a note saying what I just said to myself.

The cab I called meets me down the street and I get in. We drive to the airport and I leave Harry a text message and a voicemail. I left him the voicemail before I got on my plane, when I was alone. "Harry it's Dalis. Just know I'm always going to be that crazy number fan of yours screaming and crying your names and singing all the words to your songs and dancing. I love you and I always will, if you still love me by the time you get back and want to try this again call me. I'll be waiting everyday. But know that if I don't answer i've waited too long. I love you Harry Styles, and I've loved you before we even met. Goodbye."

I hang up the phone and wipe away my tears and board my plane.

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