The Direction Love Travels (Editing in process)

(A book based on the future 2016) Nichole Styles is on her way to her annual summer vacation spot to see her brother Harry and his Four friends. She has done this every summer since she was little. This year she brings her friend Bella Salvator with her for her 18th birthday and her 6th summer with the guys. She had been in love with Niall since the day she met him. Will she get to be with him? Or will her many secrets scare him away? Will she be able to live with her secrets, or will she tell them all? Bella falls in love with Harry.. And Louis..and both have a thing for her. Who will she choose and what will it cause? With secrets to keep hidden, decisions to be made and love to be expressed, This summer may just be the most interesting one yet.


8. Confessions

Kaylynn begins to cry. "well i uh i..i can't just read this." she says taking out her diary. She opens it up to the day August 14th 2007 and hands it to him.

Niall takes it and reads it out loud. "dear diary, mum took me to the hospital today. I was sick and very tired this morning and mummy said i had bruises or some black and blue stuff all over my back," Niall pauses and looks at Kaylynn. She has her knees to her chest and was looking at him with tears in her eyes

"go on ...keep reading" she says wiping her tears.

Niall turns back to the diary. "the doctor said I have a disease and it's my blood cells. Or something. He says I don't have enough white colored ones. Dr. Simons says i have acute leukemia.mummy started crying i don't know why. Mum says that leukemia is a cancer." Niall starts to cry as he reads more and more of the entries that follow. " September 16th 2007 dear diary, my hair is disappearing  Mum says it's the kemo, she says kemo is gonna help me get better. Harry teases me and says I look funny and mummy yelled at him today and made me leave the room. I don't know what she said to him but since then he has been extra nice to me." Niall cries even more after reading each entry. "January 27th 2009. Dear diary, Happy new years! I know I'm a little late but i have a reason! I was in the hospital for almost 3 months. I was very sick and I thought I was gonna die. Mummy did too. She kept praying for me every day. I don't have any hair anymore. I look stupid. They let me wear hats at school but instill get made fun of." Niall puts the diary down and is bawling his eyes out. "I can't, I can't read this anymore. Please take it away." he begs .

Kaylynn shakes her head and starts crying too. "No you gotta keep reading." she says.

Niall opens it up farther up. "April 11th 2010. Dear diary. It's been almost 3 years and still I'm sick. The doctors say they don't think I'll grow up. In other words I'm Probably gonna die soon that's why they took me off kemo .my hairs growing back a little. I have a buzz cut. I'm not scared anymore. With death comes peace right? I go to school every day an just watch as everyone stares at me. I mean it's hard enough being the youngest freshmen there and being the bald girl isn't helping. Harry's usually there to protect me but today he went with mum and John to audition for the Xfactor. he made it on! At least one good thing happened to this family." Niall shuts the diary crying silently he throws it on the floor. He turns to Kaylynn and pulls her close. Not saying anything.

Niall wraps his arms around her and rubs his hand through her hair.


Bella sits on her bed as Harry walks in. "look Bella dont let what she says get you down.what you did was the right thing to do." he says sitting besides her.

"i made her a promise and i broke it. She hates me."Bella looks down to the ground.

Harry puts his hand on her chin and gently brings her face up. "no she doesn't. Don't worry about it Bella." he looks into her eyes. "if anything you saved her from a summer of hell and hangovers."

Bella smiles "yeah I guess you're right" she says moving his hand away from her face.

"did she tell you yet?" harry asks.

Bella gives him a weird look. "tell me what?" she asks.

Harry sighs. "9 years ago she was diagnosed with leukemia " Harry tries his hardest to hold back his tears. "she was on kemo but it wasn't working. So we took her off of it. She's a walking time bomb. At any time she could just Start up again." Harry explains.

Bella strokes his cheek with the back of her hand. "it's okay to cry Harry."

 harry buries his head into the nape of her neck and cries. Bella hugs him trying to comfort him.

 Harry cries into her chest. "I don't want to wake up one morning to find her sick in bed. That would be it for her. Three Christmases ago she was smiling the widest smile i had ever seen her smile and she looked so happy and healthy. the instant she stood up to give our mother a hug, her face lost all expression and she just started coughing up all this was so scary." he says. "I feel so awful not being there with her . I never see her."

Bella holds him tighter "Harry no one can see into the future. Ya maybe one day she will leave us and we all be devastated. But we have to live in the moment. What's happening now is all that matters" Bella says.

Harry pulls away. "it's hard to do that with her on my conscious"


 Louis sighs as he gets up and looks at his watch "3:00 already? Damn the time goes by fast"

 He Walks down the hall to his room. Louis looks around trying to find something to do. He sighs and plops on his bed and starts texting his mom.

Louis: hey mummy!!

Joanna: hey boo bear!!! How's it over there?! U having fun??

Louis: mum! Dont call me that!!! It's okay i guess it's good to see uh kaylynn again. we all just had a big 'talk' :/

Joanna: oh she told you the whole story? I was so sad when Anne called and told me... poor kid..

Louis: I'm guessing she didnt becuase  im not understanding wat you said.

Joanna: oh oops!! My bad!! Nvm!!! so tell me wats goin on?

Louis: well kay brought a friend, bella and i think i really like her but....

Joanna: but what boo?

Louis: Hazza likes her too...

Joanna: ooof sorry boo

Louis: its okay..i talked to her the other day and she says she doesn't know if she wants to be with him. Then Today she kissed me...afta I caught him kissing her. It's confusing

Joanna: lol poor boo bear! Don't let that drama ruin ur last summer there!!

Louis: what do you mean by last?? Why what's gonna happen??

Joanna: oh nvm just tell Kaykays i said hi i g2g your sister wants me! Luv u bunches! By boo

Louis: okay bye love you too

Louis puts his phone down and thinks about bella. He smiles and closes his eyes. Louis thinks about her beautiful hair and big brown eyes. He imagines holding her hand and kissing her lips. Louis falls asleep and dreams about her.


Niall pulls away and looks into her eyes. Kaylynn wipes his tears and kisses his cheek. "don't cry Niall. There's no reason for you to be crying."

she's says looking into his bloodshot eye with hers. Niall rubs his eye. "of course there's a reason for me to be crying. you have leukemia!" he cries out releasing more tears. Kaylynn holds his shoulders.

"Niall I'm okay look at me. I've had this my entire life. before you even knew i existed.. im okay for now so just calm down okay.."

Niall wipes his tears. "I don't want you too leave me ever..." he says softly.

Kaylynn looks into his eyes "I'm not going anywhere, i promise."  she kisses his forehead.

Niall pulls her back in and kisses her slowly. kaylynn kisses him back putting her hands on his cheeks. Niall pulls away after a few seconds. "It's only been two days..'" he began to say as he wiped his tears with the back oh his hand.

Kaylynn cuts him off  "and during those two days, and every other day of my life I have been this way. I'm not going to drop dead tomorrow morning so stop thinking like that... I'm fine. I feel better everyday," Kaylynn lied. She knew that this was going to be her last year. the pain was actually getting stronger adn her smile was becoming even more forced and fake. She closes her eyes for a few seconds and tears escape.

Niall pulls her in for another hug. "that's all i can think about, i couldn't bare if you left me.." he continues.

Kaylynn hugs him tighter. "i shouldnt have told you, I knew this would happen.."

 Niall shake his head and remains silent. 

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