If Only I Knew (One Direction Not Famous)

Niall and Cindy have known each other since birth, they were best friends since. Their families were very close. By age 14, Cindy's dad got a once in a life time job offering in Ontario, Canada meaning they had to leave Ireland. When Cindy left, Niall was torn, because he had always been in love with her, yet too afraid of what she'll think if he confesses his strong feelings her. 10 years later, Cindy got her Pharmacy degree, and started her career as a Pharmacist. One late night at work, she comes across a familiar face, Niall. Will he finally tell her how she feels? Will it be a "Happily Ever After" ending?

This is my first fan fiction. I hope you like it! xx


25. Space

Harry's P.O.V

"Just a minute!" Cindy shouted. I waited at the door, thinking about what I am going to say to her. I took a deep breath, trying to hold back my tears. Then Cindy opened the door with a smile.

"Why hello there Harry!" She said happily as she went in for a kiss. I moved my head in a different direction causing her to kiss my cheek. She looked at me confused. "What's the matter babe?" She asked. I ignored her, walked passed her and started walking back and forth as she closed the door. "Harry...you're scaring me..what's wro-"

"Did you and Niall kiss?" I asked, as I sat down across from her and stared, hoping it wasn't true. 

"W-where did you..hear that..?" She hesitated. So it was true.

"It doesn't matter. So you did?"

"Y-yes, but it didn't mean anything!" She said as she sat beside me. I couldn't do it, I stood up and turned away from her, trying to stop myself from crying. "Harry, please, it meant nothing!" she pleaded. 

"Then why would you kiss him back?!" I yelled, as I turned to face her. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. This was too much for me.

"I-I don't know! I was just caught up in the moment! I wasn't thinking straight..." She trailed off as she stood up and grabbed my hand. "Harry please...look at me." She begged. I shook my head.

"What have I done to deserve this?" I asked, as I looked at her. I could see tears forming into her eyes.

"You didn't do anything! Harry, I have feelings for you! Not Niall!" She said. 

"If you had feelings for me, you wouldn't have kissed him back.." I said softly, as I pulled my hand away from her grasp. I walked to the door and before I opened it I turned around and looked at her sad face. 

"I think....we n-need some.." I took a deep breath and let it out before I said the rest. "Space. I think we need some time apart right now." I said softly, as a tear streamed down. Cindy shook her head over and over again.

"No..Harry, please don't do this. Please!" She begged as she walked towards me. 

"I'm sorry, I can't deal with this right now.." I said, as I opened the door and walked out, closing it from behind. I leaned against the door and sat down with my head in my hands. I wiped my tears away, and took a deep breath. I've never been so torn in my life, just for one girl. Though, Cindy wasn't like any other girl out there. I had to stop thinking about her. I stood up and walked into my room as I wiped my eyes. Zayn was with Michelle sitting on one of the beds, and Louis was sitting on the other watching T.V.

"Hey Harry! Why the long face?" Louis asked.

"I don't want to talk about it." I replied, pulling out the bed in the sofa. I laid down, covered my head with the blanket, and closed my eyes. I could feel someone sitting beside me.

"Harry, what's wrong?" Louis asked, worryingly. Why couldn't they just leave me alone.

"Louis, I don't want to talk about it. Can we just leave it at that?" I said, annoyed. 

"Alright, but you're going to have to tell me sooner or later.." Louis said. He was right, Louis was like a brother to me, and I always tell him everything eventually. 

"I'll be right back." Michelle said from the distance probably talking to Zayn. 

"We're going to get something to eat and we'll bring some home for you." Louis said, patting me on the head.

"Alright." I said, as they left the room. I closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep..so I don't have to feel this pain for now.

Cindy's P.O.V

I laid in my bed with the covers over me. Tears kept streaming down my face. Why was this happening to me? I'm so stupid for kissing Niall back. I put my relationship on the line when our lips touched, and now its over. 

"Cindy? Are you in there?" Michelle asked, as she opened the door. I didn't turn around, I don't want her  seeing me like this. Yet, she came around the bed and sat beside me. "Oh my god, Cindy what happened?!" She asked as she saw my watery eyes.

"Harry...he..b-broke..up with me." I stuttered, trying to get the words out. Her face sadden and she bent down, managing to give me a hug.

"Oh no..Cindy, I'm so sorry. Why did he do it?" She asked as she let go. I wiped most of my tears away, and took a deep breath.

"Well, you know after Karma, Niall and I went back to the hotel to treat our cuts..." I trailed off, taking another deep breath. "He kissed me..and I kissed back, but then I realized I was with Harry and so I pulled away." I said looking down at the covers.

"Oh no...Do you have feelings for Niall?" She asked. I looked up at her, thinking. 

"I don't know..but I know I have feelings for Harry." I said softly.

"Well, you must have feelings for Niall too, if you kissed him back..." She trailed off, "Cindy, you're a strong person and I hate seeing you cry like this. Things are going to get better." Michelle said, giving me a reassuring look. I didn't say anything after that. I didn't know what to say exactly. Michelle sighed, and put her hand on my shoulder. "I'm going to go get some food with the guys and I'll bring some home for you alright?" She asked. 

"Alright." I replied.

"Don't take it too hard on yourself." Michelle said as she walked out of the room. I closed my eyes, and started to think. What if I did have feelings for Niall? I don't know, but I didn't care. What I do know though, is that I wanted Harry. 


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