If Only I Knew (One Direction Not Famous)

Niall and Cindy have known each other since birth, they were best friends since. Their families were very close. By age 14, Cindy's dad got a once in a life time job offering in Ontario, Canada meaning they had to leave Ireland. When Cindy left, Niall was torn, because he had always been in love with her, yet too afraid of what she'll think if he confesses his strong feelings her. 10 years later, Cindy got her Pharmacy degree, and started her career as a Pharmacist. One late night at work, she comes across a familiar face, Niall. Will he finally tell her how she feels? Will it be a "Happily Ever After" ending?

This is my first fan fiction. I hope you like it! xx


23. Missing

Niall's P.O.V

"Niall! Follow me.." Cindy said as she ran through the hallway. I tried to catch up with her but she was too fast.

"Cindy! Wait for me! Where are you going?" I asked, as I ran. No matter how fast I ran, I couldn't catch up with her. She stopped at the end of the hallway, and Harry appeared by her side. They both turned to me and I stopped running.

"Hahaha, oh Niall, do you really think I would love you?" Cindy said, laughing with Harry.

"I know we felt something when we kissed!" I shouted back. She looked at me and shook her head.

"Awe poor Niall, I only kissed you because I felt sorry for you, but to be honest, I didn't feel anything at all." She replied, then she kept on laughing and laughing. I fell to my knees and everyone surrounded me, pointing at me while they laughed some more. 


I sat up in my bed, breathing heavily. It was just a night mare, I could feel my heart beating rapidly. Worst nightmare of me life. I looked over at the other bed and Liam was still face asleep. I looked at the clock and it was already 2:00pm. Everyone was probably hungover from yesterday.

I got up quietly and freshened up in the washroom. I put on some shorts and my, "I Love Food" tank top on and headed out the door. I needed some time alone from the group. I looked at my reflection in the elevator, I had a black eye and a few cuts on my face. I was still in pain, but I didn't care, it was for Cindy. I'd do anything for her.

I walked out of the hotel and down the street. I was starving, so I went into a sea food diner and ate some fish and chips. After I ate, I strolled down the street some more, thinking about that kiss over and over again. Why couldn't she realize she is suppose to be with me? When she pulled away and said she was with Harry, it felt like she ripped my heart out. I thought that she would feel something and break it off with Harry, but it back fired. I didn't want to feel this pain anymore. So I walked into a open pub.

I sat down at the front counter, and a bartender approached me, I could see him staring at my beaten up face but I knew he wasn't going to question me.

"I'll have a pint of beer please." I said, looking down at the table.

"Sure thing, sir." He replied as he filled a pint with beer. He put a coaster down and put the beer on top. I grabbed the pint, rose it up for a cheer and chugged it down. I needed to let all my pain disappear, I'm tired of feeling this way. 

**2 Hours Later

Cindy's P.O.V

I woke up, cuddled into Harry's arms. I looked up and he wasn't awake yet, I looked at my phone and it was 4:00pm! He must of been tired from last night. I slipped out of Harry's arms and walked to the washroom.. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I couldn't help but wonder about how Niall was doing. I walked out of my room and knocked on Niall's door.

The door opened and Liam was standing there half asleep. He looked dead! He was probably just hungover. I'm pretty sure all of them were.

"Hey, Liam! Sorry if I woke you, but I just wanted to see how Niall is!" I said, looking at him. He didn't say anything, he just gestured me to come in and look for myself. I smiled, and walked in as he closed the door behind him and went back on his bed to sleep. I walked over to Niall's bed but he wasn't here.

"Uhm, Liam...Niall isn't here.." I said, as I turned towards Liam. His head shot up, and he got off his bed and looked in the washroom. Few seconds later, he came out.

"Where could he be?" Liam said, scratching his head. "I didn't hear him get up or anything. My keys are here so he should be on foot." He said as he laid back down in his bed. He didn't really look well.

"That's weird that he didn't say anything to any of us about where he's going." I said, thinking. Maybe it was because of that incident that happened yesterday. "You look hungover, I'll let you rest." I said to Liam, as I closed the door behind me and walked into my room.

I grabbed a pair of loose shorts, and a tank top. I put my hair into a messy bun and slipped on some flip flops. Harry was still fast asleep, so I didn't want to wake him. I wrote him a note about where I'm going and laid it beside him. Then I left to go find Niall.

I walked down the street, looking in every restaurant, and the beach stores. He was no where to be found. I went to the beach and he wasn't there either. Then I saw pub ahead of me. I decided to walk there and check if he was there.

Niall's P.O.V

I lost count on how much pints I have drank, but I could still feel the pain. I was about to take another gulp, but I needed to go to the washroom. So I went into the washroom to do my business.

Cindy's P.O.V

Hoping that Niall would be in here, I walked in and a few people stared at me. I looked around in every booth and he wasn't there. Where could he be? I walked out of the pub and my stomach started to growl. Maybe he didn't tell anyone where he was going because he wanted some alone time. I don't know but I was still worried. I looked everywhere yet I couldn't find him.

The guys are probably awake and hungry, so I ordered some fish and chips. I paid for the meals and I walked back to the hotel. I noticed Louis's door open, so I walked in. Michelle and Zayn were sleeping together, Louis and Harry was up, sitting on the bed watching T.V and Liam was laying down with his arm on his head.

"Hey guys, I brought you some food!" I said. Louis, Harry and Liam got up and walked towards me and grabbed the bag. We all sat on the bed and started eating.

"So, did you manage to see Niall?" Liam asked, as he ate some fries.

"No, I looked everywhere yet I couldn't find him." I said, worryingly as I sat beside Harry with his arm around me. 

"He's probably fine! We will just chill here for today and wait till he gets back." Louis said, giving me a reassuring look that he's fine. 

"I hope you're right!" I replied, as we continued to eat.

**5 Hours Later

Niall's P.O.V

I've had so many pints, I've lost count. I felt great though. I asked for another pint but the bartender looked at me and shook his head.

"Sir, I think you had enough. I'll call you a cab." He said and he took the glass away.

"No, no, no. You don't have to call me a cab. I live right up the street." I said, as I stood up, wobbled a little, then I walked out the door. Yeah, I was wasted but it was better than feeling heart broken. I managed to arrive at the hotel in my piece. I didn't want to go up and see the love birds though. So I decided to go to the beach in the back. I took off me shoes, and walked to the water. Ah, it felt nice. I laid down in the sand and looked at the stars.

Cindy's P.O.V

We were still in Louis's room, chilling watching some T.V. It was already 9pm, and Niall still hasn't gotten back yet. This wasn't like him at all.

"I'll be right back, I need to grab something in my room." I said, as I got off the bed.

"Alright babe!" Harry replied. I smiled at him and left the room, closing the door behind me. I walked into my room and the window was open. It didn't have a screen protector so, mosquito's could be flying in here by the second! I went to close the window but then I heard someone out there on the beach. I stuck my head out and listened closer.

"I'm broken. Do you hear me? I'm blinded, cause you are everything I see..."  Niall. That was Niall's voice. I could recognized his voice from anywhere. I closed my window and ran out of my room, leaving the door open. I went out of the hotel and ran to the beach. It was dark, but I could see Niall, laying down in the sand singing. I walked towards him. "I'm dancing, alone. I'm praying, that your heart will just turn around..."

"Niall?" I said as I stared at him. He sat up startled. He stood up and fell to the ground again. He reeked of beer, he looked drunk

"Oh hey there Cindy! What brings you here my best friend?" He asked as he put his arm around me.

"Niall, where have you been? We've been worried, because you didn't tell us where you were going." I replied as I stared at him. 

" I went out and had a few drinks." He replied, grabbing me for support. 

"A few drinks? Look at yourself, you can hardly stand on your own." I said, as I dragged him towards the hotel. 

"Oh, Cindy. What would I do without you?" He said, he looked like he was going to pass out.

"You would of been sleeping on the beach if it wasn't for me." I said. I couldn't help but laugh how drunk he was. Then he managed to stand up straight, and stood in front of me holding on to my shoulders.

"Cindy, there is something I have been trying to tell you for so long..." He trailed off. I looked at him waiting for what he had to say. "The thing is, is that I..I..." Before he could finish the rest, he passed out and fell to the ground. What am I going to do with this guy. I put his arm around me and lifted him up. Niall was pretty light in a way. Sure he ate tons, but he never managed to gain any weight from it. I dragged him into the elevator and walked out towards our rooms.

All the doors was closed except for mine, so dragged him into my room and put him on my bed. He murmured something but I didn't understand. I sat beside him and moved a piece of his hair away from his face. He had a black eye and a few cuts from yesterday. I felt horrible that it had to happen to him. I got up, put the blanket over him.

"Good night, Nialler." I whispered as I bent down and kissed his forehead. 

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