Loving You Harry Styles

This story is about a teenage girl living her dream with her best friend she had a thing for a guy Called Harry Styles and since the day she met him her life has never been the same..... read this story to find out how beth and harry get on .....


21. I Regret It

I woke up the next morning, my head was aching and I found cody's arm around me. Remembering what had happened yesterday, got me so confused. I didn't know how to choose between Harry and Cody. They were both amazing guys. How could I even tell Harry I slept with Cody ? How could I tell him I cheated on him? This was definitely the worst thing I had ever done... or was it? It felt so good to see Cody again. But he had ruined everything between Harry and I. It wasn't his fault... It was mine. I should have said no from the beginning. Thinking about all that, gave me the sudden urge to see Harry. I wanted to see him happy before he discovered this or before I told him. Was I supposed to tell him? Was I supposed to hide it from him? It was decided. I had to tell him. Suddenly, someone entered the room, interrupting my deep thoughts. It made me jump, I turned around to see who it was. My mum. 'Harry called love. He didn't seem on top shape. Maybe call him back now?' She whispered trying not to wake Cody up. 'Oh yeah I was going to go see him actually. Tell Cody to wait for me when he gets up?' I asked my mum, whiles starting to get ready. She nodded then left. A few minutes later, I was off to Harry's house. When I got there, there was no answer. I ringed a few times before Gemma answered. 'Oh heya Beth. Harry was worrying about you. Not answering his calls. Pretty funny how he gets worried. You can just go up to his room and he's there.' She let me through her house as I walked up the Styles' stairs. I slowly opened Harry's door to see him walking around nervously, his phone on his ear. My phone started ringing loudly and he turned around in shock. 'There you are. You haven't returned any of my calls baby' He smiled whiles giving me a hug. I pushed him away as I started my speech. 'Listen Harry, I need to tell you something...' His face turned pale as a piece of paper when he heard those words. 'What is it?' He whispered, turning his face away. 'I didn't want to do this to you. I never thought I would but...' I hesitated a lot. 'Do what? What is it?' 'I love you. Even after this, I love you more than him.' i whispered, my eyes watching the ground. 'What happened Beth? Tell me. What did he do to you?' 'It wasn't him. We were drunk.' 'WHAT THE HELL IS IT BETH?' He grabbed me by the arms as hard as he could, screaming in my ears. 'I slept with Cody' Harry suddenly let go of him. His hand came up to his mouth, in a shocked way. He wasn't even moving anymore. I could see so much pain in his eyes. We stayed like that for a while until I stepped closer to him, to try to reassure him. 'Get out.' He said in a normal way whiles taking a step back. I didn't dare move. The tears came up to my eyes. 'It's over' Those words chocked me up. The tears started streaming down my face. 'No please harry you don't mean that.' I said under my breath. Trying to calm the tears down. 'GET THE HELL OUT. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE.' He had never yelled this loudly. It actually scared me. I ran out of his house, ignoring the weird looks his mum and sister gave me from the kitchen. The tears wouldn't even stop. I had made the worst mistake of my life. I never should have done what I did. I regretted it so much now. I hurt him. How did I even dare to hurt Harry? I stormed threw my door, forgetting about Cody who was still sleeping in my room. I jumped when I saw him starring at me in this state. 'What's wrong baby?' I just starred at him then ran to my bathroom where I closed myself in. He tried to get in whiles nocking on my door to let him in. 'Leave me alone' I mumbled. 'What's wrong? Beth, I love you, you know.' Those words just made the tears come down even easier. I hadn't even cried as much when my brother died. What have I done?

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