Ariana Rae Krallem was your average 17 year old. She was 5'6", somewhat tan, had beautiful long brown hair, dazzling chocolate brown eyes, and was all over a very beautiful girl with a beautiful heart of gold. She was very insecure though. Her life was pretty normal. Her father was dead, though. She lived with her mother and 12 year old brother Liam. But when their world is turned upside down, and the family's house is destroyed, the Krallem family is forced to flee from their home and live in a fancy 5 star hotel until ready to either rebuild their fire-ruined house or buy a new one. When Ariana finds herself in the wrong room, she comes face to face with two boys from the worlds most popular boy band, One Direction. She flees instantly, her insecurities and fears coming to life. But when she catches the eye of one of the boys, and accidentally leaves her phone behind, will her life be changed forever?


19. As Long As You Love Me


 You're not good enough.   

You aren't worth it.   

Ew, why would he be going out with you?  

He'll find someone better.    


My eyes shot open, I'm sure they still were bloodshot and red from my crying previously. Sweat beaded down my forehead as I sat up in bed, replaying my dream in my head. Ugh, they were getting to me. Those tweets. Those hurtful, demeaning tweets now seemed to be living inside me, consuming my every thought. I heard a knock at the door and I just groaned, determined to not answer it. That is, until, I heard the voice that called my name.  

"Ariana, please, you're worrying me.." His Irish accent. I could tell it apart from any voice instantly. I pulled up the sheets that I had encased around me, feeling like a taco. I stood up and ran to my door, unlocking it and flinging it open with ease. Tears once again started to free fall down my face as I ran to Niall and jumped into him for a hug. He embraced me and grabbed my thighs, holding me up for support as I just let my emotions out and bawled into his shoulder. "Shhhh, shhh it's alright." He cooed sweetly, taking his hand and  rubbing my back in a kind and gentle manor. I felt myself shaking and I wrapped my arms around his neck, feeling his warm breath cascade down my neck.  

"Ari, what's wrong babe? You're so shaken up.." He whimpered, setting me down on my bed. He fell back next to me, taking my hands in his. I looked him in the eyes, and my those beautiful eyes could take my breath away. With tear stained eyes I frowned, my eyes shifting from his gaze to the mahogany flooring. "Twitter..." I weakly mumbled, hoping he didn't hear me, but in fact, he did. "Ariana, I told you. Don't listen to them. They're just jealous of you. You're so beautiful and you're dating their celebrity crush." He tried to reassure me, but I wasn't taken with it  

I jumped out of the bed and just lost it. I started yelling, though it wasn't neccessary. I was just so angry. "That's not it though, Niall! It's not because I'm prettier or better than them! Some of them want me DEAD!" My voice shook as I said the last word, the ever numbing thought of death frightened me ever since my father's passing. I smashed my hand into my eyes, forcing myself to wipe away my tears. "Niall, I don't know what I've done wrong for so much hate. I'm not a bad person, but these people treat me like utter shit and I just.. I don't know what I did to deserve this!" 

 At this point I just collapsed back onto the bed, my back facing Niall. I let more tears fall and I heard Niall surpress a sigh. "Babe, it's not your fault. I told you, when you're famous this world can be very lonely and harsh. But in the end I'll make it worth it. I promise. Everything will be okay as long as you love me." He cooed gently, and I could've sworn his last sentence sounded like a familiar song... but I just shrugged it off.  

I got back up and looked at him, my eyes wide with regret, my face as pale as new fallen snow. "I'm sorry, Niall. I just.. I guess getting all this hate so fast overwhelmed me. You're right though, I shouldn't listen. As long as I've got you  I don't care about the haters." I said to him, giving him a reassuring smile. My lips trembled a few times because I still was unsure of myself, but I guess Niall believed in me, so I should believe in myself.  

Niall smiled, happy to see me back to myself. He leaned into me and I leaned in as well, our lips soon closing the gap that had been between us. As we kissed, I felt shivers down my spine, and goosebumps popped up everywhere. I felt like I had been taken to a world with unicorns and rainbows and butterflies freely roaming as his lips just danced upon mine. I felt Niall's hands wrap around my waist and Niall pulled my body in to face him. I pulled away for a second to give him a smirk. He was so cute. I sat on top of Niall's lap, my legs around his stomach. His arms wrapped around my waist, my arms draped around his shoulders. He pulled me in for another kiss, this one stronger. I kiss him back gently, not even sure what the hell I was doing. Yeah, I was an inexperienced kisser.  

I could feel Niall's lips curve into a smile inbetween the kiss and I smiled too, causing both of us to pull away. Niall just stared at me while I giggled. I leaned in and kissed Niall gently on the cheek, before looking at the iHome dock, which had the time on it. "Oh, wow. It's 4:30.." I mumbled to myself. I slept all day. Damn.   

I looked up at Niall, a smile on my face. "Can we have that movie marathon now?" I asked childishly. I was actually looking forward to it. In my room there was a DVD player and a huge flat screen, so we were all set. Niall nodded and I squealed happily. "What are we gonna watch?" I asked, getting up and shutting the door to my bedroom. I sat back down and watched as Niall's eyes lit up like a little kid. "I was thinking, umm, Finding Nemo?"  

I couldn't help but laugh genuinely. Niall was such a cutie. I nodded and watched as he excitedly put it in the DVD player. I let myself lay down on one side of the bed, switching the settings of the tv so that it was hooked up to the DVD player. Niall climbed onto the bed and we cuddled into each other. I pressed play and threw the remote to the side, wrapping my arms around Niall as he had one arm around my shoulder. I laid my head on his chest and watched the movie excitedly.  

About halfway through the movie, I found myself growing very sleepy even though it was just 5:30-ish. I let my eyes gently fall to a close, and before I knew it I had been sucked into the dream relm known as sleep.

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