Just the way you are

This is a story about Eliza Summer's she moved to england to get away from her past. But she can only run for so long.....
{A/N: This is sorta based off of stuff that has happened in my life minus meeting harry styles haha i wish i had :)} if you have any questions or wanna ask something just comment your question and i would be more than happy to answer :)

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8. Another break down

Eliza’s P.O.V.

Harry was right I should try and give her another chance. I was so scared after everything she had said to me. I don’t want to be hurt again.

“Hey look at me Eliza.” Harry said grabbing my face in his warm hands. He wiped my tears away with his thumbs.

“You’re a beautiful person inside and out your strong remember it” he said and kissed my forehead and walked away. I’ve heard that too many time ‘your strong Eliza’ ‘oh Eliza you’re so strong to take all that’ the only thing is that I’m not that strong I’m very weak and vulnerable. I have broken down too many times to count. I’ve tried to be strong for too long now it was time to confront the person who made me this way.

                I walked back to the table and just sat down and looked at the menu. Not really planning on saying anything until I figured out what to say.

“Eliza?” my mother said. I ignored her for a minute then she pulled down my menu from my face.

“Um can I have that back I was looking at it?” I said kind of snappy. You know because I wasn’t really expecting to see the person who ruined a lot of things for me in life.

“Eliza I want to talk” she asked I looked at her. Straight in the eyes and said

“Why so you can tell me to go to hell again or would you rather I kill myself!” and with that I got up and left the restraunt. I ran home (yes in dress and heels). I ran tears streaming down my face staining my cheeks with my mascara. All the memories flooding back of all the pain and suffering I felt after I got sent back to my dad’s. All the attempts of suicide all the cutting and crying the depression. They all came back I ran inside locked the door and went to the bathroom and locked that door too. I just sat on the toilet weeping and I grabbed a razor and just sat there rocking back and forth with it my hands.

“Eliza? Where are you?” oh no harry followed me. I let out a small whimper and just made a small cut for all those times I thought if I dated enough guys that I would be better. Then another for all those time I told my friends thinking that they could help take the pain away.

BANG BANG BANG

“ELIZA I KNOW YOU ARE IN THEY LET ME IN PLEASE!” he screamed through the door

“WHY SHOULD I SO YOU CAN TELL ME IT WILL ALL BE OKAY JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE IM TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME ITS GOING TO BE OKAY IM TIRED OF ALL THE PAIN SHE CAUSE ME IM DONE HARRY”

“I’m done” I whispered the last part. Then all of the sudden the door was on the ground and harry was next me with my face in his hands he just sat there looking at me with tears streaming down his face…..

 

Harry’s P.O.V.

                I just looked at her I really didn’t know what to say so I just told her

“I will NEVER ever give up on you Eliza. You’re not done your still only beginning” she looked down at her arm. I looked and anger flooded over me but then this pang in my heart made me break down.

“Why?”

“Because of her…”

“How?” then she began to explain how her step dad molested her and all the things her mom had said all those awful things to her and how she believed it and would try to kill herself but just couldn’t do it. I was so mad and just sad. I don’t know why all those bad things would happen to her. What did she do to deserve that?  Nothing.

“Now you know the real me your just going to leave me like everybody else did how my family and friends did and ex's...”

“I will never leave you or try to hurt you EVER Eliza I care to much about you.”

“You don’t even know me.”

“Exactly I want to know the Eliza that no one gets to see. I wanna be there when you need me I will catch you if you start falling. I definitely don’t want you to EVER cut or hurt yourself again.”

She just grabbed me and hugged me and sobbed into my shirt for a good 10 minutes then she just started telling me all of those things that she kept to herself from everybody and I just couldn’t believe it why would anyone do that to her……

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