Pen Pal.

Ashley (Ash), is moving to London with her recently divorced father. Ash is 17 years old. She doesn't know anyone there, so she decided to start writing to another boy that lives in London. Once she moves to London, she is dying to meet him. She is very surprised to who she finds. One Direction. Which one does she fall for. What happens when her past bites her in the butt. What about her best friend Alex, she has to fall for one of them too! How does she cope about her dad? And the biggest question, which one of her friends killed him? Read it to find out!


21. Secrets

Ashley's P.O.V

Zayn, Louis, Liam, and Alex all left after Harry did to meet him at the hospital. Niall sat next to me in the kitchen floor, where I still haven't moved, and handed me a glass of water. He didn't say anything, because I am pretty sure he knows what happened and what Harry did. We sat there in a silence. I don't know how to describe it, but it was a peaceful one. Had Harry really killed my dad? Or did one of the other boys? Why would he try to kill himself? This was all hard to understand. Why would he kill my dad anyway? Was my dream telling me what happened? This is so weird. I can't even comprehend.  I couldn't even breathe, my breath was gone. I wanted to die. "I don't know what to say." Niall said breaking the silence. I just stared at the wall. "Ashley, I am so sorry." Wait, why is he sorry? "For what?" I replied curiously. "For not telling you, Harry told me he did it, at the funeral." I was in shock, that I didn't even know what I was doing. I just see my hand slapping his cheek. He was shocked, but he probably saw it coming. I stood up and stormed out of the bungalow, unsure of where I was going. I was walking for about twenty minutes. A car drove up next to me. The person rolled down their window, and to my surprise it was Steven. What the hell is he doing in London? "Ashley, I am so glad I found you!" He said yelling out the window. "What are you doing here?" "I am here for you, I want to apologize for everything. I love you," "Nothing is okay. Don't even play the innocent card." He looked hurt by my comment but he deserves it. I never told the story about him and me. Well we were dating for a while, and one day I came to his house to surprise him. He had lent me a key, so I walked in on him and a friend of mine on the couch, well having sex. To make it even more worse he kept going even though I had walked in on them. So yeah, I hate him. "At least let me give you a ride?" I rolled my eyes, but I was already tired of walking. I hopped in his car. I may have a little bit of feeling for him. I mean he's gorgeous. But he is a total douche bag. 'What Makes You Beautiful' came on the radio, so I quickly turned the station. "Good, I hate that song too." He said. I kept the same facial expression the whole car ride. "I am so sorry about your dad." He said breaking the silence. I just rolled my eyes, and looked out the window. "Why were you walking out there anywhere?" I just shrugged, not really wanting to talk about it. "Come on now, I know you want to tell someone." He said trying to push it out of me. I finally broke, and told him every single thing. "Where is this Niall kid? I'll kick his ass. No one hurts you like that. And Harry? I hope he gets what he deserves." "That's ironic. No one hurts me? What about you?" I questioned him. He looked really hurt. Why does he even care about me? "Ashley, I don't know the words to say to make you forgive me.." "That is the thing, you can't. You have no idea how much that hurt me. with Lauren? Out of all people? She isn't even that pretty." I said stating the obvious. "I was so stupid. I really miss you, and I have changed. I swear. You are the only girl I think about. I still love you." He said looking into my eyes pulling into a hotel parking lot. Was he being real? I didn't have any control to the thing I did next. I kissed him. I know it was a bad idea, but I was desperate. We went to his hotel room, and well... had sex. My first time. Honestly I regretted every bit of it. I just gave him everything he came for. I was so stupid. After, it was around seven in the morning. I had been up all night, one crazy night. He kicked me out of the room. I knew I was stupid to fall for his tricks. He wanted me for a booty call. I was back on the sidewalk walking around not sure of where I was going. I decided to go back to my house. About five miles away from the hotel. I honestly wanted to die, I didn't want to be alone. I needed someone to be there for me. I picked up my phone and called Alex. She came right over from the hospital. 

I told Alex everything, she couldn't believe it. I piled so much crap on her about Harry. Then she threatened to kill Steven. I laughed about that. "How is Harry?" I asked bitterly. "He is hanging in there. They stitched up the stab." She said smiling. Wow, even after I told her that her boyfriend could possibly be the killer, she ignores it. "Niall, wants to talk to you," She said looking down at the ground. I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't want to talk to him." That was a lie. I am dying to talk to him. Yes he lied, but I love him. I wish this was all a bad dream. That I would wake up soon. Too bad wishes don't come true. 

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