Come Find Me; A Louis Tomlinson Love Story

First off; I absolutely ADORE Eleanor J. Calder. It's just a story.
Louis is heartbroken after his breakup with Eleanor. He seems like the most unhapy person ever. He just wants to find love again. Will he find his true love? Will he ever let anyone grab hold of his heart again?


4. Big. Fat. Idiot.

---- Louis' POV ----

       We made our way back from the beach once it got dark. None of has had spoken in so long it was scary. I went straight to my room and shut the door. I walked over to the edge of my bed and sat down. I opened the side table's drawer and pulled out my leather bracelet. I shivered. Maybe it was because I had left the windows open all day, or maybe it was just the pain I felt. I took one last look at the bracelet before stuffing it in pocket. I carefully made my way to the windows and pulled them shut. I sighed to myself and stared up at the stars. Will I ever be the same? Will I ever love another girl? Will anyone ever love me? I laughed at the stupidity of my last question. I have 4 million plus girls that would kill to just hug me.

       There was once one Eleanor. One Louis. But now, there's no Eleanor and I'm still trying to decide if there is still a Louis. I just wish I could find a girl like Eleanor. Or even better. That's impossible. NO one could compare to her. I grabbed my suitcase and threw it on the bed. I opened my drawers and pulled out as many clothes as I could before shoving them in the small space. BOOM! I jumped at the noise. I ran into the living room to see Harry and Niall wrestling. "Harry chased Niall. Niall fell. Niall acted hurt. Harry came running. Niall tackled Harry and bam. Here they are." Zayn explained simply.

       "You big fat idiot!" Harry shouted breathlessly. Niall erupted in laughter. I thought back to the moment when me, Zayn, Harry and Liam were sitting down infront of a camera when out of nowhere Niall came running and shouted "I'M A BIG FAT IDIOT!!" and then fell because he ran into a sign. I've never seen anything like it. I smiled and turned around, heading back to my room. "Big. Fat. Idiot." I said quietly. Once I had my suitcase stuffed full of clothes and shoes, I quickly changed and jumped in bed. I turned on my back and pulled my hands behind my head. I stared at ceiling, as a little bit of light from the moon flooded in.

       For some reason a girls voice popped in my head. "Hi! I'm Ariana." replayed in my mind. I knew I'd probably never see her, but I knew I wouldn't be forgetting her anytime soon. I smiled to myself as I heard the boys tell each other goodnight. I don't what I'd do without those guys! One thing was for sure though. I was starting to instantly feel worse. I remembered Eleanor. How her face seemed content. Her voice sounded happy. Her smile was relieved. The only thing about me that had changed was my heart and my weight. Neither in a good way.

       I closed my eyes and let a tear make it's way down my face before drifting off to sleep. The world was still slowly turning. My family still breathing. My fans still tweeting. The boys still laughing. Paul still protecting. Eleanor still smiling. But where was I in the midst of all of this? I wasn't on this earth. I was millions of miles away. I was restless and angry. I was hurt. I wasn't Louis William Tomlinson. I wasn't funny or cheerful. Things seemed like they were changing, but then I had to run away from everything. I had to block out the world. I had to come in my room and torture myself with nothing but my thoughts. Just when I got ready to pull away from my madness, Eleanor knocked me over.

       I fell back. She hurt me again. I hurt me again. I ran away in fear. I didn't face my problem. So now, here I am. Thinking of all the reasons why people should hate me. Thinking of how I should be called a big fat idiot instead of Niall....

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