The Roller Coaster That Is Life

When I heard his soft, Irish accent say my name, I about lost it. For a split second, the chaos around me faded. Here I was, staring into those gorgeous blue eyes, frozen. Finially, as reality snapped back into place, he said it again, "Ava right?" all I could register was a nod and in return he gave me the slightest, most adorable grin I had ever seen and said "I'm Niall Horan."

That was the day that my life whipped out of place, from normal to insane, the day my roller coaster flipped, twirled, and spiraled out of control.


7. Lost

When I awoke I heard voices. They were familiar but the grogginess from my dreamless sleep made me unable to figure out whose voices they were.
"we have to take her to the hospital," Liam. It was Liam. A sense of relief flooded through me as I realized I was safe.
"yeah deffinitley. I'll call Niall," my brain remembered this voice. It was Louis.
Then I thought about everything that had happened. Hospital? I thought I had just been kicked in the stomach by a crazed fan and gotten the wind knocked out of me. As if that was its que, my stomach erupted into agonizing pain and I let out a weak moan. A blurry Liam turned to the backseat to look at me.
"it's going to be alright Ava," he said.
The last thing I thought of before passing out into dark sleep was that fact that I really didn't want Niall to know what had happened because I knew that he would be worried sick and I couldn't have that. But I knew that him finding out was unavoidable.

When I woke up again everything was calm. It turns out that id been sleeping for a few days and I'd already been in and out of the hospital. Something in my stomach had beeen punctured by the kcick but it was nothing too serious. There was just a slight pain in my stomach now but I still felt weak. As I opened my eyes, I realized that I was in my own room. Through the curtains I could see that it was another beautiful July morning. I turned over on my side and saw something that almost made me cry with relief and happiness. Niall. Laying right next to me. Slowly he opened his eyes and smiled. I smiled too, but neither one of us said a word. I just put my head on his chest and he stroked my hair, both of us glad that I was safe and sound.

The next day was the day that the boys had to go back on tour, Eleanor and Danielle joining them. It was a really sad day for me. I wasn't going to be able to see Niall or any of my new friends for 3 months and I wasn't exactly sure how I was going to manage this whole fame thing without them. At the airport I found myself standing face to face with Niall, tears threatening to spill out of my eyes at any moment.
"thank you," he said. "for everything, for absolutely everything, I've had the best time getting to know you. I am incredibly sorry that because of me you had to suffer and go through things you shouldn't of had to go through-" Niall choked on his tears and couldn't finish.
We hadn't really talked much about the whole crazy fans incident but I knew that Niall truly blamed himself for what happened when really, no one was to blame except for those fans.
"Niall, you don't have to thank me, I've had an amazing time with you and I'm going to miss you more than anything but I know we'll be okay," I accidentally let a single tear fall from my eye and I looked down at my baggy San Diego sweatshirt, leggings and UGGs. "and don't you even think about blaming anything that happened on yourself because it is in no way your fault. And...and I- I-," that's when I broke down and started balling. Niall held me close and started crying too. I don't know if it was because I was going to miss him or if the trauma from everything that had happened was sinking in, or both, but I just felt hopeless and that the only thing keeping me together was Niall, holding me tight in the middle of the airport. And then he was gone. The one thing holding me together and keeping me sane flew away, leaving me lost.

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