The Roller Coaster That Is Life

When I heard his soft, Irish accent say my name, I about lost it. For a split second, the chaos around me faded. Here I was, staring into those gorgeous blue eyes, frozen. Finially, as reality snapped back into place, he said it again, "Ava right?" all I could register was a nod and in return he gave me the slightest, most adorable grin I had ever seen and said "I'm Niall Horan."

That was the day that my life whipped out of place, from normal to insane, the day my roller coaster flipped, twirled, and spiraled out of control.


8. Back to Normal...Sort Of

Since Niall and the others had left a few weeks ago, I'd been feeling lonely. I had Coral but when she would want me to come with her to parties, i didn't. I'd just stay home and watch movies and eat whatever i could find in the kitchen. One night, Coral finally decided to stay and hang out with me. I was starting to feel a little better and almost normal again. We were laying on Corals bed upside down, heads on the floor, bodies on the bed.

Coral turned her head to me and asked,  "Do you love him?" I knew she was talking about Niall.

Actually, I was pretty taken back by this question. I mean, sure I've thought about it before but i never really talked to anyone about it. "i don't know," I said. And i truthfully meant it. I didn't know if i did love him or even if i should love him. I've been Niall's girlfriend for about two months now and even though he'd been on tour for almost a month now, we talk all the time. We even get to video chat sometimes if he and the boys aren't too busy. Also, Eleanor and Danielle call me when the have free time and say that they miss Coral and I and want us to meet Zayn's new girlfriend, Perrie. 

Thankfully, Coral seemed to understand my mixed emotions about loving Niall because she didn't say anything insulting or roll her eyes at me, it was nice to just sit in comforting silence with her for a bit. 

"I'm hungry," Coral said, breaking the silence.

For the first time in a little while, I smiled. "Me too, lets go."

So coral and I got int the car and drove to our favorite restaurant, P.F. Changs. It was so nice to get out of the house with her and just let all my troubles go. I had to stop being upset about Niall and the boys and El and Dani. I knew that i would see them again so i had to stop worrying. When we got to the restaurant, the paparazzi was already waiting.

"my god, how did they know i would be here?" i said to myself, but coral over heard.

She just linked her arm in mine and said,"Own it," with a smile and walked me to the doors, through the small crowd.

I knew what she meant. So i put on my prettiest smile, disregarded my old jeans and PINK sweatshirt i was wearing, and walked through the crowd with confidence.

"Ava! Ava! are you upset about One Directions tour?" One asked.

"Are you mad that Niall abandoned you?" Said another.

"How will your relationship work if he's always gone?"

I stopped walking and put my hair behind my ear. "Niall didn't abandon me, he and the boys have work to do and I respect that. I miss him like crazy but I am so proud of what they have become. I've only known them- Niall for a few months but I know that somehow, we will find a way to make this work."And with that, I turned and walked through the doors of P.F. Changs. I side glanced and Coral and saw her smiling. Then she looked at me and said, "that's my girl."


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