A choice to make-One Direction.

"Dear diary.
I feel like such a whore, sorry my language. I don't know why Liam was next to me when i woke up. I should probably say that he was neaked, and so was i. My head hurts. I will never drink again. What will Niall say. I know he will forgive me. But how can i forgive myself. And what about Liam? Does he remember? He couldent be drunk because of his kidney. Did he do this on purpose? I was years ago we had something. What if he still has feelings for me? I dont feel like that..Do i?"

Read the story of Natalie in: A choise to make.


3. Last night.

"Dear Diary. I don't know who to talk to about this, so i just going to write in you. Im just going to start. This morning i woke up. Not just a regular morning. There was a boy in my bed. And it wasent Niall. This guy was brunette. It was Liam. I was so scared. i was so surprised. I don't know what to do. I feel like such a whore. Liam can't drink. But i was pretty drunk, that i remember. I was laying in Liam bed. And i was neaked. I liftet the duvet. Liam was neaked to. What have i done. What was i going to do? Im calling Mette. She's Lous sister, and my bestfriends. She was always there for me. But i don't know where my phone or my..clothes is. i really messed up. i better wake up Liam. i started to poke him on his shoulder. Liam, wake up, I whispered. He turned around, and looked happy at me. "Natalie?" He said. Liam, what have we done? i asked. "We uhm, i think that we kinda..had uhm..what is it called..Sex?" He said nervous. I was about to cry, and where Niall? Liam, where you drunk last night? i asked him. "Uhm, No i wasen't babe" He said and got closer to me. Then why the hell did you *uck me, Are you freaking insane, Liam? I yelled. He looked sad at me. "Im so sorry, but i really like you, and you came to my room last night, saying that you want me? Im so Sorry Natalie" He hugged me. i just hugged him back. Liam i was drunk, i don't remember this, so answer me 1 quiestion, okay? i said.  "yes of course, anything, babe" he said and got closer to me. Did we uhm, you know, Use that thing. I couldent say it, it was to embarresing. "Use what,Babe?" He said. A Condom, Liam. i answered. He looked wierd at me. kinda suspicious. "Uhm, i  dont think, uhm..We didden't." He said. I freaked out. i started to tear up. What if i was pregnant? "Are you okay, Love?" He asked me. What do you think so? You're not the one that might be pregnant,Liam. I was a bit mad. Why diddent he stop me? i was so confused. I ran out of the room. Signe, Josefine and Sif was still here. they must have sleepth here.  I ran into my room. But it wasen't Niall that was laying in my bed. It was Harry, and some blond girl. i put on some clothes. i tried not to wake Harry or the girl up. "Natalie, Why are you only wearing a braw?" He said and looked wierd at me. So, that blond girl you had sex with, is that one of my bestfriends, also called Signe? i asked him. "Maybe?" He looked wierd at me. What are you doing in my bed, Harry..and with me friend, seriously?  "Listen. She was hot, and she liked me..Did i meantion that she is hot? I think i love her" He said and kissed Signe. Harry, everytime you have sex with a girl, you say that you love her. "Maybe, But Signe is difrent,Babe" He said and layed down. Harry, Do you know were Niall is? i asked. "I think he's sleeping at Zayn's room. I went downstairs to go to Zayns room. I opened the door, and walked in. There where no Niall. Onley Zayn laying in bed with Josefine. "Oh, Natalie..What are you doing here?" He said and covered up Josefine's head with the duvet. I live here, Remember? I said and walked towards Josefine. I pushed her a bit. Josefine, wake up. I said and poked her on the nose. "Don't wake up my angel, She just fell asleep." he was laughing. Zayn, you need to stop being so perverted all the time. I answered  and laughed. Josefine turned around and looked at me. You are so busted, Jos. I said and pulled her out of bed. She was laying on the floor lauging. "Sorry" She said and stood up. i just laughed and walked towards Zayn.  I swear if i find another one of my friends in bed with one you, i will kill someone..Do you know where Niall is, Zayn? I asked. "Yeah, i think he at Lou og Liam's room" He answered. Deffenently not in Liams room. i started to walk out. i closed the door and walked upstairs. i could hear someone laughing inside Louis' room. I have heard that girl laugh before. Another one of my friends. Why do they have to sleep with my bestfriends? I opened the door. and walked inside. Sif? Are you kidding me? is she the girl that sleepth with Lou?  Lou, Do you know where Niall is? He looked at me and laughed. "Sorry for being with Sif,Babe. But look at her, She is amazing" He said and smiled. "Oh and i think that he in the kitchen,Babe" Lou said and pushed me out og the room. "I'll be right there, Sif" He said and pushed me out of the door and closed.Great.. I went downstairs again. Yeah i could hear him snoring in the..bathtub? Wierd boy. i walked over to the bathtub. The showercurtin was drawn in front of the bathtub. Oh my god. What the hell are you doing, Niall? I yelled at him. He woke up emmeddiately. He looked surprised at me. "It isen't what it look like!" He said. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. There was a girl laying on top of Niall. I started to run out, i ran up to Liams room, to cry. I could hear Niall yelling at me.  Was Niall cheating on me? Was i pregnant?

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