A choice to make-One Direction.

"Dear diary.
I feel like such a whore, sorry my language. I don't know why Liam was next to me when i woke up. I should probably say that he was neaked, and so was i. My head hurts. I will never drink again. What will Niall say. I know he will forgive me. But how can i forgive myself. And what about Liam? Does he remember? He couldent be drunk because of his kidney. Did he do this on purpose? I was years ago we had something. What if he still has feelings for me? I dont feel like that..Do i?"

Read the story of Natalie in: A choise to make.


5. A belly is starting to show.


I was about 8½ months pregnant. Only ½ a month left, for me to squise a kid out. I has to be a big kid. My belly is huge. I couldent hide it with oversized T'shirts anymore. And  I had to talk to Niall about me being pregnant. But i wont say that Liam might be the father. I was just going to tell him that i was expecting his baby. I was scared that there where something wrong with the baby. I havent been at the nusery or the hospital, to get scanned. I dont know if its a boy or a girl. Im hoping for a girl. But a boy would be good for Niall. A little boy he could go fishing with. But it would be good for me with a little girl. A little girl that i could buy pretty princess dresses for, and learn how to put make up on for. Aaw, That would be so cute. But i dont care if it a boy or a girl. I child is a blessing it self. And in onley ½ a month i will have a little kid. Niall, I have to talk to you. I said and walked towards him. "Not now, Natalie. You can see that im busy?" He said mad to me. Niall its really importent? I said and pulled in his shirt. "Are you deaf?" He said even more mad at me. Who do you think you are,Niall? I said. Noe i was mad. "Please..Just fuck of? Im really busy, You idiot.." He said and yelled at me. I just looked at him. I was about to explode. Who the fuck do you think you are, You cheating bastard? Im here to tell you that im expecting, and you tell me to fuck of..Im not the one that fucked some random girl, You asshole! I said and stormed out the door. I slammed it after me. I could hear that he stopped what he was doing. I was so upset. I know that i cheatet on him to, But still.. "Who do i think i am?" He said and opened the door hard. He looked angry. I was a bit scared of him. "I talked to Liam. Im guess im not the onley cheating bastard." He said and stormed out. Shit. He knows about it. i am so sorry Niall, i said and followed him. He turned around and looked at me. "With my bestfriend, Natalie?" He said. There was a tear running down his cheek. It was an accident, Niall. I said and hugged him. He pushed me really hard away. He looked mad at me, and stormed upstairs. I trowed myself on the floor crying. i was just laying there. i was broken. Someone opened the door. "Im ho.." he diddent finish his sentence. He ran over to me. "Natalie? Are you okay, Are you giving birth?" He said. I turned around. It was Liam. Go away, i said and pushed him away. Im not giving birth, you idiot. I said. "Oh..Niall told you" He said and sad next to me. How could you, Liam? You know how much he means to me. I said and broke out crying. "I had to Natalie. You are 8½ month's pregnant, and you still havent told him. He's my bestfriend. I had to" He said and hugged me. I hugged back. I needed some support. What did you tell him? I asked. He took a deep breath and looked at me. "I told him that...That we slepth together. And that i was accident." he said. So, You diddent tell him that im..pregnant? I asked. "No, you have to tell him about that, Babe" He said and helped me get up. Thank you, i said and walked upstairs. I walked into me and Niall's bedroom. Niall..Im so sorry, i said and walked over to him. He was sitting on  the bed. "Please dont..Just get out of here" he said. Niall, i have to tell you something, i said. He looked at me "Make it fast,Natalie" He said. There was tears in his eyes. Im expecting a...I couldent finish the sentence. "Expecting what?" he said and looked at me. A baby, Niall. Im am pregnant. i said. "W-w-w-what?" He said and looked surprised at me. Im having a baby, Niall. "Like a babypuppy? Or a babycat or something?" He said suprised. No? Like in a baby in my belly. Im pregnant with a humanbaby,Niall? I said and smiled to him. "With who? We havent been boyfriend/Girlfriend in about 8 months?" He said and continued "Oh no, is it with Liam? Did you do it again?" He said and cried. No,Niall. Im 8½ months pregnant. i could give birth any time. i said. He just looked at me."Why havent you told me about this for 8 months? You are expecting my baby, and you have keept it for a secret for so long?" He said. Niall, i was afraid that you would be mad at me for being pregnant? i said. "But im not? I've always wanted a child young, Babe" He said and smiled. i was the first time in months i have seen his smile. His beautiful smile. And he called me babe again. he was happy, and so was i. "Is i a boy or a girl,Babe?" He said. Uhm, I dont know, I havent been scanned,Love? I said. "You havent? But you have to,Babe?" He said and kissed me. It was such a relief that Niall knows that im pregnant. I know, Love. i answered.  It was knocking on the door. "Come in" Niall yelled. It was Liam. "Did you tell him,Natalie?" He asked and looked at me. Yes i did! I said and smiled big. "Im going to be a daddy!" He said and smiled huge. Niall ran over in Liam's arms. "I am so sorry i was mad at you,Liam. You are my bestfriend, And i love you" Niall said and squised Liam in his arms. Liam smiled and hugged him back. "I love you to mate" Liam said.

That's all for me today diary! -Kiss and hugs.
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