Take your chance ~ [One Direction]

Nelly lives in England with her parents. One day her mom, Kelly, contacts her old friend, Maura, who lives in Ireland. The mom is going there and has to take her daughter with her, because the dad isn't home. Nelly doesn't want to got there, but do it at last.

The trip to Ireland changes her life forever.


**Chapter 1-8 is written in summer 2012, and the rest of them in summer 2013. So there probably is a writing and language difference because my english has improved.**

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15. Realization

At 1pm Maura arrives home but I can't see Niall. Maybe he's outside and will come inside in few minutes, but the times keeps going and it's now 1:30pm and he still isn't home... I decide to ask where Niall is but am a bit nervous about it. I don't want to ask while my mom is with Maura because that'd be a bit awkward. Okay, not that awkward but I don't want to make it worser than it is.

When my mom is in the kitchen getting something for them, I walk outside where Maura is sitting. "Hey," I smile, "where is Niall?" "Emm, he's out with a friend. He said that she wanted him to go her to the mall." "Oh, okay." I go up to my room again. HER, SHE, MALL, HER, SHE, MALL. My mind keeps spinning around those words. Does that mean he's out with another girl? In the mall which was the first place I went with him. I don't want this to be real. But of course, why would he be with me? I get it. It's all the distance. Distance sucks. I should accept it like it is now, there's not much to do about it. He has his life here, I'm just here for vacation and don't even know much about his daily life and I shouldn't mess it up.

If everything we wanted was in a reachable distance we wouldn't fight for anything. I need to fight for this! It won't help. I give up.

I sit on my computer in my room. I don't really know what I'm doing on it but the time keeps going, so I must be doing something. I can't think clear. All the things about Niall have made me crazy, I just want to cry. If it was possible to stop time and not think at all, just exist but not live, get away from everything, only for a little amount of time when you needed it, then I would love this world - but it doesn't function like that, sigh.

This is definitely not how I imagined my last day in Ireland to be.

 

I stay in my room. I don't want to go downstairs, I just want to sit here and curl up in my bed with my computer, nothing else than that; or be with Niall would be amazing too but no, not today.

This shouldn't let me down so much. I need something to cheer me up! I go on Youtube and search "funny videos". Many of the videos are with animals, I decide to watch one with funny animal videos. To be honest, it is actually quite funny! It makes me feel better or at least make me smile. I need an animal, they don't let you down.

I keep watching videos for a long time and when it gets boring, I go on Tumblr. Tumblr is the best, it never let me down either. I reblog pictures, stalk random people tumblrs and just look at pictures. When I look at the pictures I've reblogged they all seem slightly sad or depressing. I can't let a boy do this to me, not even Niall. I've known him for less than a week and I already feel like this. It's sad.

If I've told my friends about it, like more detailed, they could probably have given me some advice but yeah, I should be able to figure this out by myself. In the end it's my feels that matters - and his.

 

I get a sudden realization, I can't let this stop me from enjoying my time here! I walk downstairs, get something to eat and sit in the living room with my mom and Maura. They look suprised at me. "Oh, you're here!" "Yeah mom I am, have been all the time, you know." "Yes I do know but now you came out of your cave." "Haha, very funny..." No, not at all. I eat my food. I took some cereals because I'm too lazy to cook. Why does it have to take so long to make a proper meal?

"I think Niall will be home soon so you don't have to be with us, haha." Maura knows how I feel, I like her. I look at her and say: "Haha that's great. But it's okay, I can wait." I need to not let everything depend on him. "Nah because it's your last day here. You should enjoy it! And then your mom and I will enjoy it too. We don't want to bore you with our talk." "She's right, I hope Niall comes home soon so you can enjoy it as well." I smile, bigger than I should. They suddenly understand me; even my mom! "Thanks," is all I can say - but seriously thank you so so so much.

I take my used bowl and place it in the kitchen then I run up the stairs, to the realization that Niall still isn't here. Oops I forgot that in my excitement. I actually have no idea what time it is. I take a look at the clock. It's 3:27pm. Niall come home now, we don't have that much time left together here.

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