Give Me a Break

Again this story I started writing a while ago so have a look.


"Stop messing around little girl we don't have all day!"

I was shaking my head. By now all 6 figures were spread out in a circle. Although I think they were expecting me to cry, they weren't going to get no tears from this tough girl. I've put up with Shit like this all my life and nothings going to break me now. Instead they just stood around me, I took in the surroundings for the first real time.


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5. Truth

 

What people don't tell you.. is that although they say they forgive you and tell you its not your fault.. they miss the fact that you can read their emotions like you can see bricks falling from the sky. Not many people tell you the truth.. they yell and scream at you till your sanity is barely a twig bent in half lying dead and broken on the floor.. being stomped on and mutilated by people who told you that they forgave you and that you should stop blaming yourself.. but you can't forget... it wasn't made that way... if God wanted us to forget our pasts.. he would have made chemicals or SOMETHING TO JUST GET RID OF IT!

Nothing would be bad.. it would all be simple... that's how I dealt with it .. I forget .. remembered the positives until one of my most closest family members I though I had a connection with.. tore me down and showed me the truth.. I have to live with the past and the actions that lead to it....

And I have to accept, defeat and take responsibilitie for them .. One last time.

 

 

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That was the most hardest thing I have ever had to do.. run away from my family.. the family that once had so much love and lived a care-free life now filled with hate for one another and dread of coming home from a nice day out with the mates or a relaxing and fun day at school to a silent filled home... correction you couldn't even call it that no more it was a square shaped.. prison made out of bricks and regret. I owed them this much to get away.. be gone forever...

But like I said nothings ever that easy...

 

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Jays .P.O.V.

 

Her long brown hair flew out behind her as she ran to the big red doors at the end of the corridor.. me protesting in the most smallest of whimpers.. no one understanding that she was basically giving in!!

Her face paled and a small smile pulled her lips up.. as the pain filled eyes gazed on everyone in the corridor she loved and she spoke with a soft.. beautiful angelic voice..

"You know I love you right? Always"

After that her back faced us once more as she sped of out the school .

 

My sobs filled the hall as Yuki and Cain didn't know why their sister had run out.. looking as shocked as everyone else down the hallway..

"Come on man.. she'll be back.. give her some time to think over stuff." Ash told me patting me on the back with a small smile form on his lips.. How could he say that .. he knew absolutely nothing..

"N-Noo .. " I whispered getting louder as I spoke and getting up " You don't understand, she won't come back .. she's given up .. literally Ash.. I ignored her the same way mum and dad do every day since the day of that accident.. she blamed herself. .she wasn't even driving the car.. she asked for none of this to happen.. she came with SO MANY INJURIES !! That will probably affect her for the rest of her life and the whole of my family has treated her like DIRT !! She punishes her self everyday.. " I said sobbing.. clutching to the wall for support...

"Mann.. I..Sw.e." Ash replied..

"NO" I screamed.. "NO ONE KNEW BECAUSE SHE KEPT IT A SECRET.. ITS ME THAT HAS TO WAKE UP EVERY NIGHT TO ROCK HER BACK AND FORTH TO CALM HER AFTER SHE WAKES UP SCREAMING AND THRASING AROUND... BUT SHE WAS ALWAYS THE STRONG ONNE.. NO ONE HAS EVER SEEN HER CRY AND NOW I'VE LOST HER JUST LIKE I LOST ............." I paused momentarily to see Anna comforting Yuki and Cain.. .. feeling my gaze on her she looked up..

"J..J..AY. You have to find her.. theres something you don't know.." Anna whispered looking down .. shakes spreading throughout her body as she collapsed on the floor.. "She'sss .." More sobs broke from her as she broke down completly "Shes not just giving in.. because of thatt.. shee.. " hiccup " heerr woundsss are worsee.. emotionally a-a-an-d-dd physically .. sshee sleeptover att the weekend a-a-ndd i-i found her on the floor of my bathroom.... bleeding from the " gulp " scarr a-nd sheee waass trryinng tooo KILL HERSELF!! " She screamed the last part so loud that she collapsed on the floor in a heap..

 

The prinicpal had seen all of this happen.. yet did nothing but call my parents who ran through the door straight to me..

"Oh my god .. are you okay ?? We got a call from Principal Homls saying it was an emergency.. Whats wrong..?? Cain and Yuki are ok... Jesus Shennay better not of gotten in trouble or else shes grounded for a month." My mum said to me in a menacing ton on the last part..

Every one stared at her incredulously ..

"She's gone Mum" I whispered... Mums eyes and voice both showed relief..

"Thank god.. she was never my daughter anyway who kills their own sister if they have a choice!!" She scoffed..but her eyes turned to fear as she realised what she had said in front of who..

 

"Im out.. WERE ALL OUT !! YOU SELFISH UNGRATEFUL BITCH!!! " I screamed at my mother.. "SHES GONE BACK TO THEM .. SHES GONE BACK TO DIE.. YOU REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID THEY WOULD DO TO HER IF THEY EVER SAW HER AGAIN.. YOU'VE HAVEN'T JUST LOST KESTRA YOU'VE LOST EVERYONE !!!!!!!"

 

I calmed down and walked over to Cain and Yuki .. picking them up and carrying them out the door ..

"Where are we going J??" Cain asked..

 

"Were gunna find her buddy .. were gunna bring her home! .. before its too late!" I said to him .. mumbling the last part!!

I hope were not to late..

 

NO!

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