Sorry Mum, I'm a Lesbian

Harmony lives in a Catholic household in a Church of England society, and has never found it easy. But when she discovers she's a lesbian, she has to lead several different lives at once to cover up secrets that would make her friends and family ashamed. Her already complicated life starts getting harder to handle, so she asks herself: 'Would it hurt anyone to tell her sister?' She does, and that move gets her life spinning out of control. Can Harmony pull the right strings to untangle her knotted life?

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27. Oh for the love of Facebook.

Struggling for what to do and aware that my father may have set some time limit which I don't know about, I act fast and message the two people who may be able to help.

Me: V? I know you're online, I really need your help!

Verity Stevenson: What do you want?!

Me: Why so moody? 

Verity Stevenson: Do you want my help or not?!

Me: Yes... are you on your way home?

Verity Stevenson: Harmony! Cut the crap and get to it!

Then my fingers moved 5 times as slow as I had wanted to, and the seconds ticked by on the clock until finally I managed to hit send.

Me: Ever heard of Sunny-side Camp?

Verity Stevenson: ... Yes, I have why are you bringing it up?

Me: I'm stuck V,

Me: I don't know what to do...

Me: I got caught...

Verity Stevenson: I'm on my way, be there in five...

Verity Stevenson: We'll get this sorted xx

That didn't help at all, now I have five minutes to think things over and over and over until my head explodes. I make my next move, and immediately I regret it, this can't end well surely? 

Maybe I should base my decision on this? If she still rejects me, i'll go. If I can sway her mind, i'll stay and move out, maybe with Verity, we could get our own place?

Me: Hi xx <3

It was maybe 30 seconds that passed but it felt like forever, I just wanted a small hello, maybe I wouldn't tell her the rest? Scrap that.

Me: I know things have gotten bad, but I just need to talk to you about something, it is really important. I am so so sorry, for the way I have acted, I have been such a bitch, please talk to me xx <3

Cassidy Kennedy: Yes, you have been a bitch, a complete bitch, I feel like I don't even know you!! I HATE you! So I don't care, forget about us and go back to those people who you call friends! 

She hates me? She hates me? The torrent of tears fall freely; I throw myself onto my bed and sob into my pillow, the door downstairs opens and I can hear shouting but I don't care. I wish someone was here to shout at me tell me i'm stupid, selfish, heartless. Verity storms into my room and slams the door.

"Heeyy now baby sis, there is no need to cry, this will all be sorted. I promise." She says pulling me into a tight hug and rocked me gently. I can feel her soft silk shirt against my cheek and try to stop the tears to avoid ruining her most expensive shirt.

"She hates me!" I sob and cry harder.

Half an hour later the tears stop, I look dismally at the huge wet patch on my sisters shirt and she laughs slightly.

"Yeah, you kinda cried an ocean...."

We laugh for a while and I pull away from her embrace.

"From the beginning?" She asks and slowly I re-tell all that occurred, the fight with Zoey, Mrs Jackson and dad, Cassie and eventually Sunny-side Camp.

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