1. Cough Syrup
Ariana´s Point of View.
I sat on the floor, leaning up against the wall. I let the tears just fall. I let them fall as much as they wanted to. I would let my tears fall until my vision was so blurry I couldn´t see straight. Here I am, a nineteen year old girl getting over some boy that had me wrapped around their finger. I hated that I had simply let him in like there was no possible tomorrow. My jet black hair was around down and my face as I stared at the carpeted floor of my bedroom. I honestly didn´t care what I looked like right now. I was trying to move on but how could I? He had made it seem so hard to live without him, when it is actually. How could I have been so stupid? So.. So childish by just letting him in with the blink of an eye. My heart ached as I stared out into the night. My window at my apartment looked over the city of London as I cursed myself for being so naive.
But somehow, half of me stated that it wasn´t my fault. But yes. Yes, it was.
My iPod blared throughout the room. “Cough Syrup” the Glee version played as I cried. I stood up and stumbled over to the other side of my room. I opened up the window and stuck my head out of it, looking down on the busy street. The sun was slowly rising this morning, and it was beautiful. I always loved the sunrise but I wasn´t enjoying it today like I usually was. A tear streamed down my face as I looked down once more. It flew off my cheek and hit someone’s head, making them look around trying to see if it was raining. I smiled softly and breathed heavily. I spotted a red-headed beauty making her way towards my building. I gasped in delight as I recognized her. “Amy..” I whispered, in awe. I hadn´t seen her for the last four months and there she was. I ran away from the window and towards the door of my flat. I opened the door to reveal my best friend. She smiled at me but frowned when she saw my face. “Who´s ass do I need to kick?” she smirked. I shook my head and moved out of the way so she could come in. She hugged me tightly and burst into tears. I wrapped my arms around her neck, crying into her shoulder, just as the last line of “Cough Syrup” played out.
“One more spoon of cough syrup now, woah…”
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