Note to Self: Excerpts from Boredom

A fictionalised 'blog' written from the point of view of a college student. I thought about my own experiences to write this but the actual stuff in the 'blog' is all made up, haha.


11. Anarchy In The UK


I am not perfect. I don’t claim to be some god, someone who all others should inspire to because I make mistakes every day. Sometimes, these mistakes are small like wearing the wrong socks or mixing up my words by accident when I’m talking to someone. However, some problems are a lot bigger.

Take, for example, the way I’ve been acting recently. I’ve been angry but not with people. I have been angry with myself. I have been angry and frustrated because of the things I do when I am angry. It’s such a horrible cycle, I say something or do something that I regret then feel bad for doing it so I carry on doing the same bad thing because I can’t get out of the cycle.

To anyone who I have been acting strange with recently, I apologise. Maybe if I could find something that would get me on track again, then I would feel better. At the moment, I just feel like nothing is going my way that the world seems to be against me. I feel like I’m making the effort but reaping no reward.

I just wish that I can find myself and be happy with myself and with other people but until I find the spark that causes the change, I will continue to be stuck repeating the same mistakes over and over again.

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