Just too late

Keellie sitting in the therapist's office is asked to read a note, as she does you learn Kayliegh's story however it may not be quite what you think Keellie has helped in destroying Kayliegh 's life but these two girls are linked in a way you wouldn't first imagine.
Keellie has something to say and someones willing to listen so please take the time to hear to you might be surprised not all bullies are cruel and heartless.

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8. Keellie- her side her story her truth

 

“You can’t blame yourself” she sighed and placed her hand over mine again

“Now thinking about all this how do you feel …Let me re-phrase that slightly , After this whole situation Keellie What do you want to say”

I paused and thought for a second

 “When you’re growing up people tell you that you should be individual and that’s all that matters, that whatever you do, you do it because you wanted too.” I sighed again “if everyone around you is doing one thing then you feel almost trapped like you couldn’t possibly do something else that’s different.” I sniffed “you do things everyone else does out of fear, of people turning on you and I was so scared that…that” I took a deep breath “That what happened to her would happen to me” I felt fresh tears roll down my cheeks “I let the fear take hold so much I was willing to hurt my sister…she was stronger than me I thought she could take it …and then it got out of control and I was in too deep too stop”

“When I hit her I knew I had long past rock bottom, I felt disgusted we’re” I stopped “we were twins and it was like hitting part of me and now I’ve lost part of me, I looked back after but she wouldn’t look me in the eye, at home I tried to get myself to talk to her but I was too much of a wimp to even knock on her door…right now all I want is too go back and re-do everything I just need the one second or even just time to apologise I ruined her life and now  it’s my fault she’s dead”

“I guess now I see what I should have before … That if you see things like that happening or it’s happening to you then you should tell someone, she should have told someone, school and home are places you should feel safe and I helped take that away from her none should feel that way and everyone watched it happen why didn’t anyone speak up!” I yelled and broke down head in hands once again hiding my face from the shame trying to catch a breath.

I lost my twin because I was selfish and stupid, I can’t believe it took her committing suicide for me to realise that, even though I do now

It’s just too late 

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