In her shoes

We was best friends. we were like family. now it is ruined. i cant believe that something happened we didn't expect. i thought we was going best friends forever well i guessed wrong didn't i? i wish i could go back and change things well its too late now i can never go back i cant take my mistake disappear it will always be there. While she is in the glowing light of attention and popularity i am in the shadows of her secrets. While everyone thinks she's a gorgeous goddess me and my best friends know her true side she is a demon from hell and there is a reason why i am in her shadows this is because she makes my life a living hell some people may not care or maybe the don't notice or some people may think she is joking. Well i never thought me and her would never be enemy's.


5. The suicide attempt

Roses point of view

i ran into the girls toilet looked into the smooth, clean mirror . my hair was stuck up in diffrent directions, i looked as pale as a ghost, there was big dark bags under my eyes and my make up had run everywhere. my head was pounding as if there was a tiny drum inside my head beating quickly. i couldn't think straight . i splashed water on my face and put cold water on my forehead. I went back to the classroom I told miss

"miss i am not feeling well i have a pounding head ache and a awful tummy ache."

then miss said

"you may leave if you feel really bad"

i collected my stuff and destiny whisperd in my ear

"you maybe ill but it isn't going to stop me rose"

Then alex told me

"ohhhh see you rose and would you like to meet up by the lake later? if so meet me there at 7:30."

When i got to my dorm room i washed my make up off got changed and laid in bed and fell asleep. That is when the night mare came along

I was sat at the school table people came and took my chair and shoved me to the ground and kicked me. They pointed and laughed at me and called me names i just sat on the floor hugging my knees hoping they would leave me be and they wont come back. then all of a sudden a dark black liquid type mist spread across the scene when it disappeared i noticed the scene had changed. i was laid on the grass but when i sat up i saw my friends was stood with destiny and lexis pointing and laughing at me.they were mocking me shouting

"Oh my gosh she is suck a loser."

"she looks so fake well i guess they all cant be blessed beautiful like us"

"i cant believe we was friends  with that pathetic loser"

Tears slipped out of my eyes and roller slowly down my checks. i hide my face with my hair so they couldn't see me being so weak. They carried on pointing and laughing shouting names at me. i couldn't take it anymore i passed out and slipped into the dreadful darkness.

i woke up with a shot. Angel and Scarlet stood next to my bed with concerned looks on their faces. i said 

"it doesn't matter no need to worry will you help me get ready to go meet Alex i really like him and i would like to look nice please?"

they nodded in agreement the sat me down in a comfy chair one was doing my make up while the other was picking out my outfit. once they had done that they did my hair.i looked  gorgeous once they had done. i walked down to the lake only to see.......................... lexis kissing Alex! tear filled my eyes i was heart broken. i ran to the bathroom in my dorm. filled the bath up with water. once i had finished the water gleamed, death knew he was about to have his next victim that he can torture by taking the victim away from the people who loved them. And then i stepped into the bath fully clothed and laid down the water attacked my body at first i didn't open my mouth but then i couldn't help but open my mouth all the water rushed into my mouth and it suffocated me from on the inside my vision started to darken but then i saw two dark figures walk into the room. They got me out of the bath but as soon as i was on the bed again i had passed out.I woke up once again i was dry i looked around saw angel scarlet Alex sapphire and everyone else who i was close with. Everyone left the room so i could talk with Alex at first it was silent  but then he spoke 

"i know you saw lexis kiss me i didn't want to kiss her she forced me to kiss her. i really wanted to be kissing you rose. Will you go out with me?"

i nodded with excite ment he laughed in amusement the he said 

"well ill let you get some rest see you soon"

then he kissed the top of my head and then he walked out. but 10 minutes later destiny walked in.

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