Problems

People sometimes get mad, sad or angry. They feel better after writing it, sharing those feelings they've had. Well, it's worth a try, right?

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By the way. Nothing of this is deeply serious, i'm only writing too make myself feel better about life. This book is something i can tell me feelings too, other than tumblr. I hate having no one too tell this too, well i can tell them, but they won't care. But sometimes words arent enough, if you deeply want too understand me, then its because you've lived them with me. Lived through all my memories. Some people have. Some people haven't. I'm not mad, sad, angry or upset. I'm writing normally now. I'm actually writing because i want too write. You can't tell me whenever too write and whenever not too. I can also write when I want too. When I want too. Today i was telling my feelings too a friend, she kept saying "It's gonna be okay."

I though " Oh please, don't pretend you actually care.

Because, i'm not gonna be okay, things are not going too change. It will take time, and how the hell would you know? Stop lying too me. Everyone keeps leaving, i have nothing. Nobody knows what the fk i've been through. Just think too yourself "One day at a time." And you'll get too the finish line, get too the end, the end where you die. We are all born too die.

We just start where we are. Use what we have. Do what we can.

God i gotta stop writing. I shall only write when i'm mad, sad, angry or upset. Nothing will ever change, i will keep this promise. Or else this book is going too be filled.. Filled with empty feelings. Sometimes i just feel sadness. 

"Are you happy?" "Yes why?" "What is it like?"

I gotta go sooner or later. So i'll just keep writing random things and sending you some off the things i post on tumblr. This is probably boring you, right?

"WE ALL CARRY THESE THINGS INSIDE THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN SEE. THEY HOLD US DOWN LIKE ANCHORS, THEY DROWN US DOWN AT SEA."

Too all you fuckers who think they can mess with peoples feelings, fuck you very much. You don't know what they have been through, and how you're making them feel. Just think about it like this; You have NOTHING, and someone says that too you. Just THINK, before you SAY. 

 

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