Right next to You - One Direction

Nana is a 16 year old girl, better known as Niall Horan's girlfriend. Their relationship is totally fine, but what happens when reality starts to reach and prevent their dreamy-love-life? When a tragic event turns upside down on their daily routine? Will they stick together or face the fact that they have to let go? Read "Right next to You" to find out! Also, I wanna thank Ditte Hallenberg very much for helping me out, she's absolutely amazing.


13. Shut the door, turn the lights off

Beyoncé - "Broken-Hearted Girl"


I had finally packed the last box and putted it on Niall and I’s old table. A few days had passed since Niall broke up and I was still crushed like never before. I had most of all urge to run away, disappear. Whither I didn't know, just away from it all. Instead, I had gathered up the very last courage I had left in me and told the boys, Ditte and Danielle on the exact same day I came home from Mullingar. The boys didn't know how to react, and I understood them. I still do.


They were shocked as never before, and still is. They were immediately there for me and it relieved me. I had really thought they would.. Yeah.. Turn their backs to me. Luckily I could trust them; my best friends.


Zayn was the first who offered me to stay with him, but we decided it was best I stayed with Ditte and Harry; I needed to have a girl around. Harry and Ditte had absolutely nothing against it, and already that day we began to pack my things down. Already so, so much has happened in these few days and I just really don’t know how to handle it.


Nobody has seen Niall at all, and the boys did not dare to contact his parents. I believe he stayed at his parent's house or at the hospital to be with Greg, but who know where in this cruel world he could be? It’s terrible, because Liam, Louis, Harry and Zayn miss their best friend more than anything, I can tell by their reactions.


They greeted me with smiles but as always I could see right through it. My boys, being happy after all this bullshit? Pure acting. I thanked them for trying to make it easier for me, though. They would have been there for Niall if it was possible, just like they are here for me right now. Additionally had the press, of course, almost figured the whole situation out. They filled the media with a lot of false statements and the rumors was spread faster than the speed of the light. It was terrible to read how people really believe it happened, 'cause only Niall and myself knows how it all turned out; every single detail after detail.


And those on Twitter, of course, believed the rumors, and it started the hate. At first things went quite slowly but over the night it trended worldwide, and then it all really began. Zayn tweeted to leave Niall and I alone and so did Liam, Harry and Louis, but people just went even more crazy. Since then I deleted my Twitter, we all agreed that it was best. Niall had surprisingly not deleted his yet, but he hasn't been online for a while.


I can't imagine dealing with all this alone. Heartbreak, the Greg situation and the feeling of the whole world hating me. I will always be known as her who broke up and crushed Niall Horan's heart into pieces, when in fact it wasn't how it happened at all.


When he, Niall, at a time when he’s ready to have contact with the lads again, they will explain to him how much they love and support him and that he didn't need to deal with all this on his own. I understand them well, some of their two closest friends’ worlds’ collapse and the only thing they can do is to watch it happen. And not enough with the drama, we all had to say goodbye to one we all love dearly; Greg.


I suddenly heard footsteps behind me, so I turned around and faced the beautiful Ditte. Now that my world slowly was falling apart I was glad to have her by my side. I shook my head to clean it for all the pain, at least for right now.


"You're sure you've got everything, sweety?" she asked kindly while she placed her hand feather-light on my shoulder. I looked around in the white, cold and almost empty apartment. I couldn't believe this was the last time I was standing in Niall and mine’s old house.


"Yeah, I'm sure" I replied with no face expression at all and a few tears running down my face. The only things left was Niall's, and I wouldn't for everything in the world keep at least one of them as a memory. Harry walked in on us and watched Ditte and I standing next to eachother, looking around, checking if I had forgot something. He came over and pulled me into his arms, in a bear hug. I really needed that.


"You're ready?" he whispered in my ear and I nodded as a sign of yes. His hoarse-as-always-voice flew around in my head as I realized; this is no longer our house. My house. Now it’s just another object that once had a role in Niall and I’s life. Well, that was then.


I felt his hand on my back for a short moment in order to assure me I knew how upset he is over all this that has happened to me, and him too. Then he picked up the last big box of stuff, and carried out to the car. Ditte followed him and they helped each other to push the last box into the car to all the others filled ones, while I could look around for the very last time.


I finally shut the dark brown wood door, and felt all the memories we had ever made there got shut out too. They all flashed for my eyes one last time and I kind of washed them all away as I wiped the heavy, crystal clear tear drops that ran streaming down my cheeks, with my sleeve.


Now it was all gone and so was I; just like he wanted me to be.

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