The Undisclosed Sins

This diary will leave you wanting more. Alex is seventeen, however, she's not your average girl. Undescribeable things have happened in her life; things that she has only ever talked about in this diary. She isn't in a mentally stable state, and she talks of sins that only the hell bound have commited. Find out what's really been happening to Alex, and learn about her undisclosed sins...

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1. 27th February 2007

My names Alex Jones. At this present moment in time, I am roughly 17 years, 2 months, 3 days and 16 hours old. Maybe one day you’ll read this. Or maybe it will be too late, and you’ll never realise just who I really am. The truth is, I’m not that innocent little girl- God no, that’s just an act. I’ve changed- changed into this monstrous beast, who feeds off pain and has committed the deadliest sins. Just because I’m all sweet on the outside, doesn’t mean that my soul hasn’t fallen into a deep, black pit. I’m hoping you’ll be able to see who I am when you read this, whoever you are. After all, I’d hate for anyone to go to the grave without knowing the truth…

That night was the night that I realised just who I was, the 18th June 2006. I was fed up of being messed around, with him playing with my heart like it was a piece of dirt. I had feelings, you know? He wrecked me, and no matter how many times I told myself that everyone gets hurt, I couldn’t comprehend that anyone would be hurting as much as I was. So I took action, to prove to him just how strong I was. Growing up in that dilapidated house alone wasn’t easy, Dad was always drinking and Mum was always crying. He knew that my sister hung herself back in 2005, and he still hurt me. How could he? He took me over the edge, way, way over the edge, to the point of no return. He made me do the worst things imaginable, and for that, I thank him- yes that’s right. I THANK him. I’m now incredible, invincible and superior to everyone else on this planet. Not only am I the most beautiful beast to have ever walked this earth, I am also the most powerful being.

I could write in this for hours, but I’d run out of room. Even then, I don’t think you’d even be able to start to understand the severity of my actions. With this diary, I write with pride. I can hear someone now- they’re getting closer. It’s like I can smell them. I’ll write more to you tomorrow. I think I’ll call you Lucifer, after all, I feel that I should confide in the devil more than anybody else. Then I’ll get a one way ticket to exactly where I want to be.

The urge is too great now, I must hurry. Goodbye Lucifer, we’ll be reunited shortly…

 

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