Don't Lie; Love

'Don't Lie; Love' is an original idea, I came up with myself.
I do a lot of fan fictions about Justin because I've molded my writing to them.
I am starting write complete originals soon, but for now I feel more comfortable with fan fictions.
I hope you all don't mind, and still will read my story.
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“You are beautiful,” he whispered in my ear.
My hands shook and tears swelled in my eyes as I clutched at his shirt, now stained with my emotions.
“Don’t lie,” I choked out gripping even tighter as I felt like I was going to fall off the face of the earth at any given moment...
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2. Last Kiss;

“You are beautiful,” he whispered in my ear.

My hands shook and tears swelled in my eyes as I clutched at his shirt, now stained with my emotions. “Don’t lie,” I choked out  gripping even tighter as I felt like I was going to fall off the face of the earth at any given moment.

“I’m not lying April, you are the most beautiful girl in the world” he stroked away the tears that just kept rolling down my cheeks.

“I don’t understand then,” I sobbed a little more quietly as his touch began to soothe me. “Do you love me?” I asked, afraid to hear the answer.

His fingers stopped caressing my cheek and they brushed down to me chin, he tilted my head so my red rimmed eyes would be in contact with his mesmerising hazel ones. I looked deeply into them and I could see they had grown glossy as a result of our conversation.

“April Marie Goulding, How on earth could you ask such a silly question? Yes, of course I love you.” he smiled weakly leaning in to kiss me on the lips.

My lips quivered a little under his and he pulled away staring at me again. “Why are you confused then beautiful?” he asked suddenly remembering my second statement. I shook my head trying to put an end to all the tears before I continued.

I waited a few minutes, looking into his eyes that were filled with concern. I sighed “Justin, I am finding it hard to understand that if you love me so much and you think I’m the most beautiful girl in the world-”

“I know that” he interrupted, his lips curving a little more.

I nodded and continued “You know I’m the most beautiful girl in the world, then why are you leaving? Why can’t you stay? Or why can’t I come with you?” I asked frowning.

Justin’s eyebrows furrowed and he sighed exasperatedly “April, I love you. I need you. But you don’t need me... I’m not going to uproot you from your home, family and friends just for the sake of feeling whole. I can live without you somehow; I managed before we met remember?” he explained, chuckling afterwards with no emotion.

“But I do need you, I know I’m making this more difficult for you to leave but I can’t let you go; not without me.” I started tearing up again and he pulled my body closer enveloping me in a tight warm hug that lasted ten minutes.

 

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Justin cooed in my ear softly, doing his best to shush my sobs.

They began to slow and after what seemed a lifetime of crying, I was finally empty of tears.

“April, I’ma miss you beautiful. You mean the whole world to me and you’ll always be in my heart.” Justin whispered, his voice sounding hoarse.

“J-J-Justin,” I stammered, readying my goodbye in my mind.

He put his finger to my lips and held it there until I stopped hiccupping.

Carefully, his arms snaked around my waist; pulling my body forwards and upwards towards his face. He slipped a hand to my face and pulled it even closer and whispered softly to me “I love you April” his warm, minty breath tickled my lips before his own came crashing down upon them.

This kiss was passionate and hungry, as if the universe was about to open up and swallow our world whole.

I needed him and he needed me but he was stubborn and I was afraid.

I pulled away to catch my breath immediately wishing I hadn’t, it was apparent that the kiss we had just shared was our last before he left me.

He let go of me completely, untangling my hands from around his neck and pushing me slightly away. “Forget about me April, pretend you never met me and what we had never existed and it’ll be easier for you.” he spoke with a forced tone, clearly frustrated.

I shook my head frantically “Never in a millions years could I even think of pretending something that demanding. You will stay in my mind and heart. I love you.” I replied throwing my arms back around him, he hugged back carefully not to hold me too strongly in case he couldn’t force himself to let go then he dropped his arms and turned on his heel heading back along the alleyway we had been stood in.

“Goodbye Justin” I whispered to where he had just been stood, a single tear slipped down my already soaked cheek and fell to the ground.

 

He was finally gone.

Forever.

Love could last for a long time, but what I hadn’t realised is that it is never for eternity.  

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