Mumble Discussions: How do I stop this?

  • Oh Deer I'm Queer

    mumbled "How do I stop this?"

    This isn't something I often talk about, but it's been really bad lately, and I'm scared of what I'll do.
    I keep getting these really bad episodes of depression that come and go very frequently. I sit in my room at night, at war with myself as I try to keep from walking into my bathroom and getting my razors. I just want the easy way out of this hellhole of my life. I need a release, some kind of antidote for my endless pain, and the only way I can get it-however briefly the pain may ebb-is to feel my skin tear under the cold, sharp metal of my razor, to watch as the blood beads from the fresh cut and rolls down my arm, dripping onto the floor.
    UGH! I need to stop! This... addiction is taking control of me, and I'm scared. Scared for my life. I don't know if anyone will be able to save it.
    Atsushi_Dazai's girl
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    ;-;
    sugafanboy
    1 weeks ago
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    :( please dont do id
    sugafanboy
    1 weeks ago
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    *it
    Oh Deer I'm Queer
    It's hard to keep fighting my demons when I know I'm losing
    Atsushi_Dazai's girl
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    god dammit girl, staph trienna kill ya' self.. i here for ya bc i love ya >:(