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Yes, i admit it. I might not be the best person in the world. And yes, i know. I dont like to show my feelings to people. I hide it to myself. I am not always myself. I hide the pain from my loved ones. I care about people who dont even care about me. I will forgive you even if you stab me in the back.I always have time to forgive you. When I smile or laugh, I become happier and laugh more trying to explain why. I cry allot more than you think i do. I just go along with the flow. Not managing to have my own choices. I always try my best at everything. Even if i've tried the hardest or enough, I still try harder.I get jealous sometimes. Get mad at people. Might hurt someone but I'll do anything to make people happy. Even if i had to lie for them, i would. I'm just used to it. But i dont want this forever. I want to be myself. Smile and laugh with everyone. I dont wanna hurt anyone, specially the people i love and care about.I know, you dont have to remind me. I'm not the best person in the world. But nobody's perfect right? Yeah, no one is. But next time, I'll try being myself more. :)