Amber was gladd that I walked her home and I'm glad to finally be alone after a night out with the girls but I was more glad that usual about a girls night. Before tonight it had been weeks since we had a G.N.O; my aunt had been staying over but she left this mourning

I wish I was beautiful like my friends; I wish I had fiery red hair and emerald green eyes like Amber or golden blonde hair and sky blue eyes like Clara or deep black hair and soul full grey eyes like Grace. No I was the plain one; I have plain brown hiar nad borring brown eyes.

I wonder why I have friends; I'm a freak who sometimes feels like I don't belong in my own life, like this is some one elses life. My aunt says " I'm a lost soul" and she is insane; she gave me a spell and a candle that will aparently take me to where I truly belong. I'm gonna do it not because I belive it will work because it won't do any harm to light a candle and read some words of a card.

Tomorow I have a date with the hottest guy in the school; Nathan, every girl was throwing themselves at him so when I filrted with his best friend he was jealous because I was the one girl he couldn't instantly get. I actualy liked his friend so when he asked me out. At first I told him I got to know people first so he got to know me so he got to know me because we were a challenge so when he asked me out yesterday I said yes.

We're going to that really cute restaurant just out side of town and then the day after that the girls and I are going to get manicures and do some shopping then I'll tell them every thing over smothies then we might even talk about what I'll wear if we go on a seconds date.

One great thing is that Alana who has been crushing on Nathan for months will be burning with jealousy because he likes me and not her.  Last year I had been dating Brandon for a few months and he dumped me for her the day before the school dance. I got the last laugh though; I got dressed up and for once I looked hot so when I got there every one wanted to dance with me.

I got straight to my room and I change into my favourite pyjamas the ones with the white shorts with blue spots and the blue top that say"allergic to mornings" in silver captials. I need to ask my sister if I can borrow her dress and the flower head band.

"Can I borrow your white dress and the head band"

"Fine; can I borrow your leather boots"

"Sure but not the ones I bought in Italy"

"Fine"

I'm glad she didn't have the energy to argue with me because I'am too tired and I want to wear the boots for my date tomorrow. I'm really tired for some reason so I go back to my room and I look aroun my drawer and I find the candle,the matches and the card.

I put the candle on the window sill even though it's open there is no breeze so it will be fine and if it isn't I don't realy care. I lite the match and I lite the candle carfully so I don't burn my fingers; it looks pretty once it's lite and it's not so bright it will keep me awake; the words are king of weird but I'll read them.

"Lost soul, far from home; give me the magic to take her home, so mote it be" it sounds like it's a whole load of crap to me. Nothing is going to happen but at least when I wake up my room will smell nice; a freezing cold breeze come in through the window but I feel warm and the candle is still lite.

I have to admit thats weird but it's just a coincdence but she had said something strange woulo happen before it starts to work. No can you here your self; she is insane and it wan't that weird any way so just get a grip of yourself and get some sleep. I climb into bed and I'm even more tired than I thought I was I guess G.N.O tired me out; I watch the flame of the candle flicker before sleep finally takes me.

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