When I first met him, he was standing next to Danny and Ant. His hair was dark brown or black, cause of the night, it was hard to see. He looked so small, like this was the first time he was doing this.

''How much do you want?’’ the blonde haired guy hissed and looked at Olivia and I

''How much do you have?’’ Olivia answered cold

''Zayn? Do you have some extra?’’ the guy asked him. So his name must be Zayn. Zayn’s eyes looked into mine while he was searching his pocket

''I have two’’ he answered, and up from his pocket went two bags of cocain

''Well then we only have five bags’’ the guy answered

''Wait, I think I have some in my car’’ Danny fast added

Olivia interrupted him ''No, five is enough’’

I looked at Zayn again, his eyes was still on me. It was like his look told me to get away from here like ‘what the fuck are you doing here? Get the fuck away from this shit!’  I smiled at him, but he just looked over at Ant who went closer to us

''200£ now and you Olivia, you can pay the rest with something else’’ he said with a cheeky smile. Olivia just smiled

''Ant honey.. you aren’t getting something from me’’ she said while laughing. I haven’t been taking cocain, only Olivia. She always wanted me to go with her, cause she was always on drugs. So she didn’t know what the hell she was doing! Zayn walked over to me.

''For how long have you been on cocain?’’ he whispered, I smiled

''Never. It’s stupid’’ I answered. He nodded

''Well, the party is still on inside, shall we?’’ the blonde guy asked and opened up the door into the club.

''Olivia?’’ I yelled trying to go higher than the music

''Olivia? I’m sitting at the bar!’’ I looked at her, while she was snogging Ant. I guess she didn’t mean what she said outside then

''A beer, please’’ I said and sat down on the tall chair.

''One for me to, please’’ someone said next to me, I looked up and saw Zayn standing there

''May I?’’ he asked and pointed at the chair next to me, I nodded.

''Thanks’’ he said with a smile.

''First time?’’ I asked and looked at him, he nodded

''Why?’’ I asked again, and placed my elbow on the bar table, and my head in my hand.

''Well.. Danny and Ant are one of my few good friends, so you know..’’ he mumbled

''You mean that you have to do this, or they won’t be your friends anymore?’’ he nodded

''Exactly’’ he smiled a bit.

''Aww, look at them! They are falling in love with each other’’ Olivia and Ant was standing next to us. I looked at Zayn, who just laughed. The blonde haired guy walked over to us

''I hear you haven’t tried cocain?’’ he said and looked at me. I nodded, what was he going to do now? He always had some plan to get more costumers. I didn’t know his name, but I knew, that he would do everything, just to make more money.

''I guess we have to do something about that’’ he said and smiled cheeky. I looked at Zayn, who just sat there looking at the floor. He knew what he was about to do, but what? Before I knew it, some strong hands was holding me, and dragging me across the club and into the bathroom.

''Joe don’t do this..’’ a voice said, it sounded like Zayn’s. Olivia was next to him, she just stood there laughing at it all. The blonde haired guy - Joe was his name apparently. Started searching for something in his pocket

''No, I don’t want to!’’ I yelled with fear, when I saw a bag with something white in it, come up from his pocket

''You don’t have a choice!’’ he hissed and pushed me up against the wall so I hurt my head. I sat on the floor for some seconds trying to get rid of the pain. When he grabbed my hair and made me stand up

''Sniff it!’’ he hissed and placed my head close to the bathroom table. I saw Zayn in the mirror, he was standing behind me – just looking, just doing nothing.

''I SAID SNIFF IT!’’ he hit my head against the table, and the tears started filling my eyes.

''Do it!’’ when I could feel him almost lifting my head up, so he could hit it against the table again - I sniffed, it hurt! Not just in my nose, but also inside – I knew I just did a terrible thing.

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