15. Chapter 14
I stood in the bathroom looking at the pregnancy test. Tears streamed down my cheeks I slid down the wall and cried into my knees. I was still holding the test in my hand that had just told me I'm pregnant. There was a knock on the bathroom door I didn't say anything and I didn't move after a few more knocks Niall opened the door. He saw me on the floor and I ha a look of worry on his face he sat down beside me and took the pregnancy test out of my hand an just stared at it. He didn't say anything he just wrapped his arms around me which made me sob more. We were in there for a few hours. He picked me up and carried me to my bed. He laid me under that covers and kissed my forehead. He crawled in the bed and held me in his arms. I laid my head on his chest. "This shouldn't have happened to you. You don't deserve a burden like this. I'll be here for you no matter what. I'll support whatever you decide" he whispered. I drifted off to sleep.
I woke up exactly where I fell asleep. Still in Nialls arms. He was still sleeping and I didn't want to wake him so I just laid there listening to his heartbeat. I have to keep the baby. I won't kill it and I'm not putting it up for adoption. I know what it's like not to have a dad and losing your mother. I won't put the baby through that. What if I lose my job? No I couldn't I mean Lou was pregnant and she still ha her job so they couldn't fire me could they? None of this is even my fault. Or is it? I don't even know who the father is. Gosh all of this is so complicated. I felt Niall move so I looked up and saw he was waking up "good morning" he rubbed his eyes "good morning" I smiled "did you sleep good?" He asked. "Yes I did and you?" I asked "I always sleep better with you" he smiled. I smiled at the thought of the first time he fell asleep in my bed then I we fell asleep on the couch on the bus and we fell asleep in my bed again. I got out of bed and got some clothes out of my dresser. I walked to the bathroom and put on the clothes. I was wearing a short red dress that was tight at the top the flared out. I let my curls fall down my back then put a little bit of makeup on. I walked to my room and saw that Niall wasn't there. He probably went back to his room to get ready. We had a concert tonight so we were headed up there to rehearse. I put on black flats that had a bow on top then grabbed my purse and phone and walked out the door.