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ᕼEᒪᒪO EᐯEᖇYOᑎE, Iᖴ YOᑌ ᑎEEᗪ ᔕᑌᑭᑭOᖇT,
I ᗩᗰ ᕼEᖇE ᖴOᖇ YOᑌ, ᗩᑎᗪ ᒪET YOᑌ KᑎOᗯ TᕼᗩT I ᒪOᐯE YOᑌ ᗩᒪᒪ.

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ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ɪꜱꜱᴜᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀ ꜱʜᴇ ᴘᴜꜱʜᴇꜱ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. ɪ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪx ᴍᴇ. ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ, ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ, ᴘᴛꜱᴅ, ᴅɪꜱᴏʀᴅᴇʀꜱ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴜɴ, ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ. ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ.

ᴀ ᴄʜʀɪꜱᴛɪᴀɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜱᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ. ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ᴍᴇ. ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ. ᴍʏ ᴀɴɢᴇʀ ʀᴜɪɴꜱ ᴍᴇ. ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋꜱ ᴍᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ... ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪꜱ ᴘᴇᴀᴄᴇ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ.

вєєn вullíєd~
tαlkєd αвσut~
pєσplє líєd tσ mє~
í nєєd fríєnds ríght nσw, cαusє í fєlt вєtrαчєd.

跟著我, 我會跟著回來。
fσllσw mє αnd í wíll fσllσw вαck.

Suffered by her

af , torsdag 20. september, 2018
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Suffered by her


Life with full of tears

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  • LunaMoon.xo

    mumbled "Betrayed"

    1 days agoSvar
    I have really bad trust issues cause of someone hurt me very badly, mentally..... I hard to talk to anyone about this cause of certain situations that I been through during my high school years. Their is certain things that can break me inside that I can't even think. I am just so tired mentally.
    Ciel (Female Ver.)
    1 Like
    me too. i get u.
    1 days ago
    1 Like
    I get you too I still have trust issues today
    1 days ago
    1 Like
    I get it too. Don't worry, it should get better x
  • LunaMoon.xo

    mumbled "Nightmare"

    2 days agoSvar
    1 Like
    My nightmares been so cruel to me and I can't stand it in my life would be broken into pieces. It like dying without eating for days. Well my name is Luna Moon and I have a few part story to tell all of you how I got depression and other disorders that I have fully in my life that you would understand about my situation.
    Start point is that my mom mentally abused me when I was very young in my childhood age. I had no one around to help me and I got speech problems in that point of time in my life, and I still do today.
    One day that I would starve myself for like almost 2 weeks without eating much and I would do things that I didn't much care for in life. That is the point later on when I become a teenager. I got physical threatened by my mom with a knife telling me that she will kill my dad and my mama if I didn't tell anyone. I got scared so that why that I have speech problems. My nightmares would get worse and worse every time that I sleep. I get like 3 to 4 hours of sleep each night. It very bad that I would want to die. But that part isn't the case anymore.
    I could of though cause I starve myself when I get very depressed. My dad got mad by the day that he found out that I was wearing a load in a winter time in 25 degrees. In December of 2003. My days was getting worse and worse that I pray to God to help me in my situation that I was in and I cry myself day to night and night to Dawn.
    One day, I was going to school, I was at in Kindergarten, I didn't had many friends in my life until I met 2 of my best friends. I am not going to mention names. Anyway, they were so friendly with me cause I had no one around where I was sitting at. I didn't talk much cause I was starting in speech therapy that that time. I never knew that I would have anyone around me in my whole life, then... They started to talking to me. I was so shy that I didn't know what to say at all. Then my teacher told them what happened to me and they understand how I don't talk much, not ever part of my problem tho. Just part of it.
    The class when to the gym one day just to look around and we say the gym teacher told us to have two people at a time to check our weight and height. So she told us before we started, healthy child in around 3-4 years old need to at least weigh 40-60 pounds to be healthy. That what she said tho. So everyone was checked each time and it was until my turn and I check my weight and I look and it was set in 27 pounds.
    (I remember these things cause I had a lot of problems in my life that I won't forget.)
    The gym teacher looked at me sadly, and didn't say anything about it. I didn't look back and go back to the line where I was last put in, and I didn't say any words at all. Cause I knew what the gym teacher would think about it. After the class left the gym we went to lunch and after that it was time to go on home. After when I got to the house, my dad and my mom got to an argument, and I knew it was about me, and my mom went to the bathroom, and my dad was feeding me cereals. Then my mom threw my food at my dad and he got very pissed and I started to cry, then my mama came, and then mom ran out and told my mama that she can have me and my brother. Then my dad took her to her aunt's, I think.
    I cried for a while that I was glad that my mom left cause how she treated me, even though that she was sick.
    (That was the beginning of my nightmares)
    Ciel (Female Ver.)
    1 Like
    I'm so sorry. I get that, my mom is extremely abusive towards me and my brother, while I've never met my dad because he went to jail for illegal drugs. I have reoccurring nightmares, and my dreams tend to be extremely morbid and gory. Again, I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. If you need to talk, just go to my profile and click "send a message" so we can talk privately.
    2 days ago
    thank you
    Ciel (Female Ver.)
    1 Like
    no prob
  • LunaMoon.xo

    mumbled "I'm Broken"

    2 days agoSvar
    1 Like
    The World Confuses me,
    I am connected into the dark,
    It's Lock from the outside,
    that I can't reach.

    Their is no way out,
    the dark wants me to stay,
    I cried that I want out,
    but it won't let me.

    I wish that I would get out,
    So I can count the stars in the night,
    that the beauty isn't here,
    they want to break me,
    start in the inside and out.

    I am broken,
    it hurts so much,
    no one sees my wounds,
    when I look at my mirror,
    It there with me, my scars.

    everything that is getting me.

    My sleepless nights,
    that wants me to stay awake,
    my days goes on like this,
    wants me to stay in the dark,
    that the reasons that I am Broken.
    Ciel (Female Ver.)
    1 Like
    I understand. This explains me. And @[Avenger Spiderman] , there is something wrong, but if she doesn't want to talk about it, please don't make her. I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I'm just going from personal experience.
  • LunaMoon.xo

    mumbled "Am I Worth it?"

    2 days agoSvar
    1 Like
    Sometimes that I feel like That I am worthless,
    and some people that I used to know thinks...
    That I use these things for my attention,
    I am not,
    To me, No one sees me in person,
    No one sees my pain,
    No one knows what I am thinking,
    I am making a true statement,
    My tears that no one sees,
    I am a broken person that no one knows,
    I harm myself to not to eat, starve myself,
    It sad to me cause it my punishment.
    I feel sometimes that I am worthless,
    What can I do with this....
    Am I Worth it???
    2 days ago
    1 Like
    I feel the same way. I've been going through hell the past three years, yet no one gave a damn. Just Promise you won't kill yourself. I tried to OD myself a few years ago, but I learned that I have friends to support me.
    7 hours ago
    U are worth it don't say u aren't I know how u feel x
    Ciel (Female Ver.)
    @[brodie2] i get u
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