Confusion

Waning: Boy X boy story. (Smut)
Felix is a normal guy who don't know much about relationships and just goes to high-school, but a group of guys always bully him and hurts him and calls him gay. One day one of the guys from that group, Lewis (Luis) surprises him.
And Lewis does it again and again, and it makes Felix a little uncountable.
But maybe Felix grows to not think much of it...or...

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4. I didn’t sign up for this

It had been a month or so, since that thing that happened at the bus stop. Lewis didn’t try to come in contact with me, he hadn’t followed me...Tho he had stared at me, and I have caught him on purpose. (Just to see his reaction) It’s nice that he doesn’t touch me anymore, and that he doesn’t follow me like a stalker. A little part of me wonder if he still likes me, or he’s become totally straight now. I’ve looked up all the kind of sexualleties people can have, like who they can be in love with. And I found out that Lewis is bisexual, if he likes both girls and guys, I’ve looked up what I am. I found out that I’m probably asexual, like I can like/love someone but I don’t feel the need to be sexual active around them, like I just want to maybe kiss my girlfriend and then that’s that. (If I’m ever gonna get one…)

I did also hold my mother’s birthday, we usually hold it just us two.     She got really happy by the sapphire i gave her, and now it’s in her room.

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I had gotten my money (I get money every time a new month begins) And decided to go to a little café and read a little. I had gotten a little bit of blue marks on my arms from the guys, it was something about me walking on a girly was or something like that. I came to the café and walked inside, I got a table and ordered a coffee. I took my book up from my bag and began to read. When I was halfway in, I laid it aside and began to drink my coffee. It had cold down a bit, but it was still warm. I looked around in the room, it was really nice and cosy and they were playing a little bit of jazz kind of thing. But then I saw a girl, she was sitting with her back from me but it was not the problem. The problem was that she was sitting with…….Lewis (It hurts even to say that name *Shiver*) Luckily they hadn’t seen me, but I didn’t want to be seen. I got up and walked to the bathroom, I didn’t look back to see if Lewis had seen me. I finally got into a bathroom stall and was about to close the door, but then I was stopped by a hand. I-I’t was LEWIS?! HE HAD SEEN ME?! “W-what are you doing?! Aren’t there enough bathroom stalls for you to get another one than this?!” I asked loud, I didn’t care if there was anybody here that could hear us “A-and what about your date?! You just walked from her!” I said “I told her I was going to the bathroom” Was the only thing he said, I looked at him with a very weird and confused expression (But he didn’t seem to care) He closed the door behind him and walked towards me “H-hey what are you doing?!” I asked “When you just there like that, I-I can’t control it…” He said and reached out to me, I backed up as much as I could, but there was a toilet in the way (Dammit) Why are you so scared of me?” He asked “Because I think it’s weird when you kiss me or touch me like that! And you make those weird noises!” I said “What if I didn’t make those weird noises?” He said ‘How can you be so calm about this?!’ I screamed in my head “Well, I would still think it was weird! I feel uncountable!” I said “W-what if this was the last time I did this to you?! What if this was the last time I would do something like this to you, would you please go along with it?!” He asked….. ‘What?!......He asked me if I would kiss him back?!’ I thought…..I thought about it for a while “Okay, so. You are saying that if I go along with it now, you will stop it completely?” I asked, he nodded. *Sigh* ‘I really don’t wanna get thru it, but if this is what it takes to make him stop it then I don’t really have a choice’ I thought “*Sigh* Okay” I said quiet, but he heard me. He walked towards me again, and I was pinned up against the wall. “W-wait! A-are we going to do it here?! This is a public bathroom! Somebody might walk in and hear!” I said loud, I was panicking a little “I’ve locked the door” He said low in my ear, it made me shiver. ‘Oh, so you didn’t even give me a chance to get out? You would just have pinned me against the wall no matter what?!’ I thought. My thoughts were stopped by his lips on mine, I wasn’t ready for this! He held me very tight, he didn’t say any noises tho. So it didn’t feel so weird, but it was really hot and sloppy kiss. That was the part I didn’t like, but if he were going to stop kissing me from now on just by that I came along by this then I would. I give in, I kissed him back. It was really weird, I could feel that this kiss were going to last long. I could feel how his hands embraced me in some kind of way, but then they got up to my hair. He ran his finger thru my hair as he kissed me ‘Is this what you do when you kiss someone?!’ I thought, I didn’t even realise that I still had open eyes. I tried to close them a little just to see what it was like, I ended up with fully closed eyes. I heard that he slowly began to make some noises again, it began to even weirder now (Like it wasn’t weird from the beginning) At first his noises was very low but then they became a little louder and louder, this was getting out of hand. I tried to pull away, but he held me even closer when I tried. Then if that wasn’t the worst, I could feel something touching my tongue. Was he seriously french kissing me?! Hadn’t he got enough, I hoped that it wouldn’t go any further. I was seriously at my limit with this kind of thing.I had still closed eyes, and tried to just kiss back. I didn’t want to get involved with any french kisses, or any body touching. I could feel how his tongue searched for mine, and when he finally found it he kept touching it. I really didn’t like it, I would go with kissing him back but I didn’t sign up for this. I bit his tongue “Ow! What the fuck?!” He said and pulled away fast “I didn’t sign up for so much touching!” I said and ran over to the door, unlocked it and ran out. I ran over to take my bag, ran up to the counter, paid and ran outside. I ran as fast as I could. I had a picture of Lewis running after me ready to punch me, I couldn’t stand the thought of meeting up tomorrow and see him with a bite mark on his tongue. “Aaaaarh! I just wanna disappear!” I yelled as I was running to the bus stop, I really hoped he didn’t follow me. I hope he was satisfied with what he got and then that was that.

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