Confusion

Waning: Boy X boy story. (Smut)
Felix is a normal guy who don't know much about relationships and just goes to high-school, but a group of guys always bully him and hurts him and calls him gay. One day one of the guys from that group, Lewis (Luis) surprises him.
And Lewis does it again and again, and it makes Felix a little uncountable.
But maybe Felix grows to not think much of it...or...

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2. Cornered

It was my mother’s birthday, and I was going into town after high school. Luckily I didn’t get a “lesson” by the guys. I walked down the road and suddenly I was into town. I walked by many shops and stores that sold many different kinds of things, and I knew my mother would be happy to get anything for her birthday. But I wouldn’t just give her something she could buy herself for a dollar, I would give her something meaningful. I looked a little more around and found a shop where they sold some crystal and gems, I knew my mother liked them. She found them a little mysterious and beautiful. I walked in and looked around, I found a sapphire. I’ve looked up that sapphires are the stone that represents September, my birthday is in the start of December. I’ve looked up that Zircon, Tanzanite and Turquoise is the gemstones that represents my birthday. I took the sapphire that looked best and got up to the counter, I paid and took it in my pocket. In case I'd run into the guys and they would throw my bag around, then I would have to get a new one and then I wouldn’t have enough money to buy something else. I walked up the same road I came from and I looked at one of the shop windows when I was passing by, and saw a person following me. I didn’t know who it was, but he was tall and had a bag that was hanging a little bit from his shoulder. When we were passing another shop window I could see his face. It was Lewis from school. Why was he following me? Had he and his gang been following me the whole time? Or was it just him? That would be even more creepy. Was he even following me? Was he just going the same way as me? No he couldn’t be, because his tempo wasn’t the same as he walked. And he kept going right behind me, I felt just like when he pinned me in a corner at school and slapped me or something else. When we got to the zone where you’re out of the city but you’re still in town, there were there’s only houses. I could feel I was walking faster, I walked past the school and he was still following me. ‘Why is this bastard following me?! He’s like a stalker!’ I thought, I was screaming inside. When I got to the bus stop, I stopped and sat down on the bench. I hopped of all my heart that he would just walk by, but it would take a miracle to get that to happen. And boy was I right, he also stopped. Without looking at me and sat down, RIGHT BESIDE ME! ‘Should I ask him why he’s following me? No, what if he just happened to take the bus too?’ I was overthinking everything, and had weird thoughts. I looked at the clock, it was 5:06 o’clock. I looked at the bus card and the next bus would first come in an hour and a half, I would never want to spend awkward time with Lewis for that long. I stood up, got my bag and began to walk the way home. A little after could I hear the same foot steps that followed me in the city, following closer behind me. I was panicking. I got to a place where there was a building that hadn’t been used in a long time. When we walked past the building, I could hear that Lewis’s footsteps got a little faster, and that they got towards me. My palms was a little sweaty, and so was my forhead. When the footsteps had gotten up to me, I was taken by the arm (Very hard) And dragged in the old building. I was pinned in a corner, like at school. I was ready to get a blue eye or a slap across the face. But I thought that this was a little over the top, and then the words just came out of me “Look, I’m really tired of this. And I’m actually also a little tired of today, and that you kept following me all the way to here. So can you just let go, and then you can do whatever you want with me at school tomorrow?” I didn’t even look at him when I said it, but I was really proud of that I had the urge to get it all out “Also why are you the only one here? Where are you “group” Are they in someplace in here to film this, to see how “gay” I am?” I thought I was pretty sly about my words. But when I looked at him he had this serious expression and….Was he blushing a little?! I looked at him with a confusing expression. He held me against the corner, and was holding my wrists very tight. His hands was burning hot, and he didn’t look at me. He looked down at my shoes and I could see that the tip of his ears was a light pink ‘Well, this is a new side of Lewis. What does he want? Why is he blushing. You only blush when……...You’re with someone you really like’ It gave a little click for me. Was he bullying me because he was jealous of me? My mother have told me that, if someone bullies someone that’s because they are jealous of them….Is he jealous of me being slightly feminine or called gay, when clearly I’m not. I was in the middle of progressing the situation when I felt something was “sinking” in between my legs, I looked down and saw it was one of his legs. I was pressed tighter up against the wall, his face was closer to mine now. He looked my right in the eyes, and we had a little moment. Where he looked at me, blushing, and I was still a little confused over the situation. He came closer and, kissed me. He kissed me!? I didn’t know what to do! He was holding my wrists tight against the wall so I couldn’t move, and he had his leg between my legs so I couldn’t kick his shins. But the worst part was that it felt weird, and that it was varm and he MADE NOISES! He made tiny noises, noises you make when you….I don’t know...Eat something that is really good, or say yes but are too lazy to say the word “yes” so you just say “Mhm” It was the noises he made!! He had closed eyes, but I didn’t. Because you only close your eyes when you enjoy kissing. But I DIDN’T! It was uncountable, VERY uncountable. I could see he was blushing like crazy, and he was forcing his eyes to be shot. If I kissed someone I would do the same, I wouldn’t stand the thought of them looking right at me with wide eyes when I opened mine. But I did, I didn’t know what to do. I was frozen and just stood there. I really didn’t hope the other’s from his gang were filming this to see that I maybe would come along and kiss him back(Which I didn’t!) I didn’t understand. They are calling me gay but they have a gay one in their own group, and isn’t lewis straight? He’s been in a lot of relationships with girls. I looked around the place, and I couldn’t see any other person then us. I couldn’t see any hidden cameras anywhere, and if they were to film this he wouldn’t just have kissed me like this or blushed or taken one of his leg in between mine or said these noises or kissed me for so long, he would’ve just given me a little fast kiss on the lips, and see if came along with it, he wouldn’t have kissed me if he was a straight guy. Was he really gay? And liked me?! If I were him, I wouldn’t like me. I am gloomy, nerdy, I have no strength what so ever and I’m on the same high as a girl. I could’ve just been a little nerdy girl, there isn’t much difference. But me and Clara is a little different, Clara is…..A little taller than me.

I came off topic.

He was still kissing me, and made noises. And he wouldn’t let me go or stop, and he would never kiss me for so long if there was cameras and he certainly NOT have made noises, if he was on film. But I would not give in, because this made me uncountable.

Then he finally pulled away, but he was still holding my wrists tight and had his leg between mine. I looked at him but he didn’t look at me, I wanted him to look at me and give me and explanation on what the great fuck that was. (Sorry my language, I’m not supposed to say bad words) I wanted to scroll him, about how I felt about it. But I couldn’t, I was frozen. Then he finally looked at me, he was blushing even more when he locked eyes with me. Then he pulled his hands and leg to himself, and we just stood there awkwardly. ‘AREN’T YOU SUPPOSED TO SAY SOMETHING?! LIKE...HM...I DON’T KNOW. AND EXPLANATION?!’ I screamed in my head. Then he took his bag and was about to go when I said “Aren’t you supposed to say something?!” He looked at me and said “C-can we….Not talk about this tomorrow? Thanks” And then leaved. I just stood there frozen. ‘Not talk about this tomorrow?! What?! How can you say something like that when you just kissed the guy you hate?! Can we not talk about this tomorrow? Uuuh I think not!.....But then again, if I said it nobody would believe that it was him that started it, and it was me instead. You’re not really giving me a choice here!’ I thought while going home.

***

When I got home, my mother was making dinner. And was chopping the vegetables slowly, she does that when she’s worried because she need’s to do something when she’s worried. “Oh, thank god. Your home. Why so late?” She asked “I was into town and got you a present for your birthday” I said, leaving the thing that happened with Lewis out. I already got a flashback from it, and it made me feel warm and sweaty. Luckily, I don’t easily blush or anything so my mother couldn’t tell. “Well, what is it?” My mother said curious and walked over to me, I looked at her with a smile and said “It’s a secret~” And walked up to my room, the last thing I could hear was my mother that said “Aaaw, come on~” Before going into the kitchen again. I got into my room, found my homework and began to do it. But after awhile, I realized I just sat there thinking and looking at it. I didn’t get anything done when I was like this, I kept thinking about what happened. I got up and walked over to my TV and turned it on, I sat down on the floor and got a controler.

 

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I didn’t have the last two players, you were going to earn them. You were going to earn them by using the player before the one you didn’t have and play the whole level tro, without dying. And then you would have the player, but the last levels were hard and I haven’t had much time to use it.


 

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Level 5

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I began to play, and was very concentrated. But when my mother said it was dinner time, the thoughts came back. I got down and sat at the table, I didn’t even look at what I ate. ‘I’m probably gonna be in this state tomorrow at school too. It’s going to be so awkward’ I thought ‘We even have almost every class together. Oh god’

I don’t even think I got my homework done, I was late up playing. I didn’t sleep either. Tomorrow was going to be such a bad day. (I at least got player 5)

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