Why did you do it?
can't you see what you're doing to yourself?
you're once vibrant face, is slowly fading away
You don't realise that everybody cares
the only thing you see is the deadly thing in your hand
you're slowly destroying yourself, extinguishing your light
but you don't care, you just want to forget
When you look in the mirror
all you see is flaws
barely holding on, your tears fall
but you smile anyway, making people believe it when you say
You always say "don't worry honey, i'm stopping after this last one"
but you never do
I've gotten afraid to keep holding on to hope
because in the end you always lose yourself in your dope
Do you even love me?
or have you stopped caring for me also?
when you see how it's affecting me?
how can you keep doing everything so carelessly?