Suicide (based on real life)

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  • Publiceret: 10 nov. 2016
  • Opdateret: 21 dec. 2016
  • Status: Igang


3. heart attack

it had gone very far. "Cut yourself to death" "I hope you die" all these things my sister was saying, and one day it was just too much. I was on medication and knew how dangerous it would be if I took too much. thoughts running around in my head. I should just let life? it would of course be much better, there's no reason that I am here. I did not belong here. it says all yourself.

in October, 2015. I took an overdose. I was close to an heart attack. it changed my life in many ways. the medicine I took was very strong. I'm already a little weakling, so there should not so much to take me out. After 27 pills of 40 mg, it began to hurt in my heart. I could feel my heartbeat become harder and harder, and much faster. I was not thinking clearly, I just wanted to go away. after even more pills began fog obscuring my vision, I knew it was coming to an end. my mother came to my room and looked at me, I remember we had guests, my sister was so ashamed of me, of what I had popularized. I can not really remember anything but I came crying into our car on the way to hospital. I remember the time was between 17-18. I arrived at the hospital, close to a heart attack they said. what happened later I don't not want to comment on, it's not something people should hear about, the experience must have none. I was admitted to the psychiatric ward that night. I was better. I remember I could not go back and forth during the first day and after. I was allowed to go home the same day and was probably home something like between 2-3 pieces at night. after that, I had many conversations with the psychologist. I admit I regretted it the day Today. I needed one, I need one. to talk to. I need to talk with someone who has been the same through, I knew I was forced to find one.

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