mindreader

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  • Publiceret: 15 nov. 2014
  • Opdateret: 15 mar. 2016
  • Status: Igang
Se på mennesket. Du ser en han eller hun, køn eller grim. Denne person taler indeni hovedet, men du kan ikke høre det. Tanker. Følelser. Alle har dem, selvom vi ikke kan se dem. Det er jeg ret træt af for at være helt ærlig, for hvem vil ikke være tankelæser? Men nu giver jeg dig muligheden for at være tankelæser. Denne movella samler sig om mine tanker for dig til at læse. Så værsgo, læs mine tanker.

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12. the girl inside my head

I need to eat to get better and live my life again, right now I cant do ANYTHING with my life, because you have made me so underweight - is what people tell me to think and I try to convince myself too - but this is what the girl inside my head thinks if you eat youll get fat no one will love you, people only loves skinny girls, so stop eating to get skinny your thighs are to big, lets just get them a little smaller your bum is absolutely gross if your stomach feels full, that means you're gonna put on weight and youll get even fatter remember to exercise too, otherwise youll get fat you cant relax because youll get fat food and the calories in them are bad for you, youll just get even more fat dont listen to the people calling you skinny, theyre just trying to make you fat if you dont sometimes feel sick because of trying to be skinny, then you're not working hard enough never do anything at once, if you multitask youll burn more calories eat slowly so you dont have to eat everything - or try not to eat at all you have to feel bad after eating, cause its bad to eat no one loves you just trust me, and everyone will like the pretty skinny girl, you're gonna be the real me I AM SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING A FUCKING EATING DISORDER IN MY BRAIN, SHES FUCKING AFTER ME WITH EVERYTHING I DO, AND SHES HURTING ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME AND ITS SO FRUSTRATING, BECAUSE SHE CHEATS AND GETS ME TO TRUST HER, BECAUSE ITS EASIER TO JUST FALL INTO HER ARMS INSTEAD OF WORKING AGAINST IT, I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE, I JUST WANT TO LAY IN MY BED AND NEVER EAT OR DO ANYTHING AGAIN i want to go home i want to go back to when everything was fine and normal i want to be able to eat without thinking about it i want to have a normal Christmas this year, but the thoughts just cant let go of me, or I cant let go of the thoughts. I WANT TO GO HOME AND BE ABLE TO RELAX WITHOUT FEELING BAD OR GUILTY god please cant we just turn back time
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