Imagines - One Direction

Ja, jeg skriver dem selv :-) hvis i gerne ville have en kunne det da godt være jeg ville lave en ;-) jeg har også nogle engelske som jeg har fundet. som jeg selvfølgelig ikke selv har skrevet med åh gud hvor er de gode.


9. Bestemmer selv.


Imagine any boy Okay so, this is a one shot I did based of the song Sorry by the Jonas brothers. I use to be obsessed whit this song. But I just started listening to it again and I thought it’d be a good one shot! I hope you guys like it, and feed back is always welcomed!    Broken hearts and last goodbyes “I-I just can’t do this anymore…” I crocked saying his name swallowing hard. I gripped my phone harder and whipped my tears. I heard him take a deep, short breath through his mouth “no, love please…please don’t say that!” He said, his voice cracked a little. I knew he had started crying. I heard his heart break more. I closed my eyes tight, bringing my knees to my chest. Looking at my suitcase. We’d been fighting, over the phone, for the past hour. Seemed like that’s all we’d bee doing lately… “Please, I love you more than anything, I don’t want to lose you! I’m sorry…” he said. I tightened my grip on my phone. I inhaled quickly, saying his name “you promised… and- and you broke it again!” I said, biting my lip, opening my eyes. Restless nights but lullabies Helps to make this pain go away I realize I let you down Told you that I’d be around I heard him sniff “I know I let you down. I’m so sorry” he said. I heard the phone shuffle. He must be running his fingers through his hair. I heard him swallow hard, “I know I promised I’d be around more-” “well you’re not, if anything I’m seeing you less!” I snapped at him, my mouth tightening into a narrow frown. “I’m tryin’ (Y/N)! I am… I don’t want to lose you… I prom-” He said, his voice low but assertive. I’m sorry For breakin’ all the promises that I wasn’t around to keep And it’s all me This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay But you’re already on your way I felt my anger rise again “don’t you dare say I promise!, you haven’t kept any!” I snapped at him, wiping my tears again. I knew he had ran his fingers through his hair again. “ I’m fuckin’ trying I am. I don’t want to break the promises! I’m trying my hardest not to!… My love, I don’t want to lose you. You mean absolutely everything to me!… please don’t leave me!” He shouted. I knew he had started to cry more. “Please, I beg you. Just wait until I get home. I beg of you…please!”he said. My eyes shot open and tears came faster. My body tensed. I shut my eyes tight forcing more tears out. Filled with sorrow, filled with pain Knowing that I am to blame For leavin’ your heart out in the rain I felt my heart break more. Which I didn’t think could happen after tonight. I took a quick inhale, but it made me gasp a few times. My chest shook from the scattered in hales. I heard him swallow hard again, “ I know I hurt you (Y/N)… I never, ever wanted to. It fuckin’ kills me that I’m putting you through this… I’ve caused you so much pain…It’s like I’m the worse thing to happen to you…” he said, his voice dropped. I pressed my lips together “babe, you’re not the worse thing to happen to me. But you’re right… all you’ve done is hurt me…” I couldn’t stay with him anymore. Even thought I wanted to. I love him more than anything. But, all I was feeling was hurt. I’d never get to see him anymore. When I did, there’d be paparazzi, or fans. If we were lucky we’d get at least an hour maybe two alone… It’d seem he’d just gotten back form tour, but now he was on another one. This time almost a year. And than there’d be the tabloids and articles. And the hate… I think the hate was the worse. I mean there were people that were nice, but the hate stuck to me.. “WHICH MEMBER OF ONE DIRECTION IS CHEATING?” “1/5 OF ONE DIRECTION, CAUGHT, WITH BLONDEY!” He swallowed and inhaled deeply “I’m so sorry… I never wanted this to happen… I don’t want to lose you… I don’t know what I’d do…” He exhaled deeply, knowing he was crying. Broke me into even smaller pieces. And I know your gonna walk away Leave me with the price to pay Before you go I wanted to say Yeah There was silence for almost thirty seconds. I heard him sniff again “I’m on my knees, begging you for one more chance…please“ he begged. I sat on the edge of the bed “…no.. I-I can’t…”I said closing my eyes again, looking down. I love you too, more than anything!, this is fucking killing me inside. I don’t want to leave you. But I. Can’t. Do. This. Anymore” I swallowed hard closing my eyes hard again. That I’m sorry For breakin’ all the promises that I wasn’t around to keep And it’s all me This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay But you’re already on your way “(Y/N) I’m so sorry for breaking my promises…” he said. I can’t make it alive on my own He cleared his throat “I won’t be able to be with out you… I know it. You’re everything to me… I’ll give it all up!. I’ll leave it all. I’ll quit and you and I-” he started. “NO!” I snapped at him cutting him off. My eyes shot open ”no, you love what you do. I won’t keep you from it” I said. “But I love you more, why aren’t you getting it!? I. DON’T. WANT. TO. FUCKING. LOSE. YOU!” he shouted. There was silence again. I swallowed “me neither…” I said. “Than, please. Don’t do this, we can work this out. We’re strong enough” he said. I wiped my tears “no, we’re not” I said, “we both knew this was coming… I’m so sorry” I practically whispered, tears still coming from my eyes.   But if you have to go, then please girl Just leave me alone Cause I don’t want to see you and me going our separate ways Begging you to stay If it isn’t too late There was silence again. It was broken by him swallowing hard “if you want to leave, than go. But I wish you didn’t fucking call me and tell me this!, you could of just left!” he shouted, his voice was strong and aggressive “… fuck, please, (Y/N)…” his voice softened, almost to a whisper “but it’s to late… isn’t it?…” he asked. I cleaned the bed sheets, closing my eyes tight again “…yes…” I whimpered.     I’m sorry For breakin’ all the promises that I wasn’t around to keep It’s all me     I wiped my nose with my hand, “I’m sorry…” I said his name through my exhale. He cleared hi throat, breaking the silence “don’t you dare say you’re sorry. I did this, You were everything to me…and you still will be. I should of made more time to be with you and I should of protected you more. I broke my promises. But you kept yours…”   This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay “(Y/N), you know I’d do anything for you…This time will be the last time I ask you this…” he said, his pitch was raspy and as he spoke through his exhale. I heard him breathing on the other line. He inhaled deeply but quickly “please…” he said exhaling through his mouth , almost in a whisper “…stay”   But you’re already on your way     Silence was the only thing there again. I swallowed hard, and said his name “I’ll always love you, and that’s the problem… I don’t want to leave you…but-but I have to…” I said feeling more tears come down my cheeks. I wiped them quickly.     But you’re already on your way     He took a deep breath in but it was scattered “I’ll always love you too… I can’t believe this is actually fucking happening. I’d never thought I’d see the day where you leave me… But… I understand… I’m sorry again, but I did try…” he spoke softly. I looked at my suitcase, “I know you did…please don’t hate me for this, but I think it’d be best if we never talk to each other again…”     I heard a short inhale, than I didn’t hear anything. There was silence again. I heard his lips part “is that what you want?…” he asked. I swallowed hard, and nodded “yes…” I said, almost chocking on the word. He exhaled deeply “very well than… I guess this is good bye…forever…isn’t it?” he asked . I exhaled deeply through my mouth, “yes…” I said, almost choking on the word again. I ran my fingers through my hair “good bye, I’m sorry for this… I’ll always love you” My last word was his name and hung up. 
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