Feeling sorry for myself cuzz no one seems to care
Feeling sorry for myself Cuzz no one else is here
My head will soon explode of thoughts My scream will reach new heights
I am insane I’m going nutz It is the same all nights
Lying on my bed looking at the sealing
Lying in my bed What is it that I’m feeling ?
Making a personality
Not knowing who you are
Looking at the reality
Just makes me scream out ARGHHHH!
I’m not one of them, from school I made that choice
I’m not one of them , they never heard my voice
As a little girl mom took me to the church
As a little girl I took in all gods words
But growing up is hard, and life sucks from the start
Cuzz every happy beginning ends up as pain in heart
Am I losing my fate?
Am I losing my mind?
I am so filled with hate
and does hate make me blind?
People have disappointed me, not once but more than twice
now I’m sick of perfect people living there life’s with lies
to them I have one thing to say
and they might end up thinking why
But those long years for me in school
my words Fuck of and die !