ok this is my first fanfic so please no hate?? thanks XXXX

hi im Sydney Katrina Thompson. I have long dark brown hair to about the middle of my back with hazel eyes with a tint of grey in them. I have light freckles on the cheeks and nose. Im friendless everyone hates me. Heres my story. I was born december 24th and I am 18.  My parents died in a car crash when I was 10. It broke my heart, so now im living with 3 total jackasses. My foster mom and dad and older brother. My "Mom" trina  and my "dad" Micheal abuse me all the time. I have the scars to prove it. and bro's bame is Keegan. I absolutly hate him. I sighed and walked down the stairs into the kitchen. trina turned around and saw me. She screamed "YOUR F@!^&%$ LATE FOR LUNCH YOU BASTARD!!" I shrunk down and apologized. She walked over to me and slaped me across the face. I slumpd down and screamed in agony. She started kicking my ribs until I was sobing and begging for her to stop. She stopped and gave me my plate of food. She was feeding me raw chicken and peas."im not hungry.... im gunna go for a walk.... " I gulped, completly disgusted. "Fine.," Trina muttered to me. I ran out the door with my wallet in my hand. I raced to the drugstore and bought headache pills. I paid then ran into a long dark alley. I looked up at the sky and did a final prayer to god thanking him. I started crying my heart out. The tears poured out of my eyes. I shook out about 30 pills from the container of pills. I brought my hand to my mouth, about to swallow them, then all of the sudden a hand slapped the pills out of my hand. "no...no...NO!!!" I screamed loudly. I felt two people holding me. I took out the knive I always keep in my only jacket. I brought the knive to my stomach and I screamed at them "GOODBYE!!! I DOUBT YOU'LL MISS ME! NOBODY WILL!" And then I almost stabbed myself but 3 strong pairs of hands took the knive from me and held me so I couldn't run away. i was crying out "NO!!!!PLEASE!!.....NO...no... "then I slumped onto the ground and curled up into a ball. The 5 guys were talking about what to do with me. I jumped up and ran as fast as my long, slender, yet shaky legs could take me. I heard them shouting then they were running after me. I tripped over my feet because I was still sobbing as usual. I landed face first into the hard concrete ground. I screamed in pain once more. then I blacked out.