"Niall I hate you! I wish you were gone! How could you do this to me? To us?! After 2 fucking years! It meant nothing to you! Get out of my life and never look at me again!" "It was a mistake-" "Oh mistake my ass, you are nothing but dead to me!" I yell at my now ex boyfriend Niall as I run out of our apartment. That was the last thing I told him before he attempted to change both of our lives forever. Before he tried to kill himself. I never wanted it to end like this, but things got out of hand and one thing lead to another...He was pushed over the edge and it was all.my.fault. I would never look at myself the same way in the mirror again, nor would I look at him the same without picturing the orange bottle of pills in his hand. I would never ever live my life the same way. Ever. *2 months earlier* "Bye Ni I love you!" I giggled as I rush out the door to work. "Love you too babe." I hear him holler back. My name is Olivia and I'm dating the famous Niall Horan. As I sit in my work office I receive a text from by boyfriend, rather strange: "Hey Kelsey, Olivia just left for work and won't be back until later, Hurry over!:) xxxx" I furiously responded: "Check the number again asshole." I turned off my phone and slumped down in my chair as tears filled my eyes. I drove home to find Niall sprawled across the floor crying. "I can't even look at you. That is how disgusted I am." I spat down at him. "Look babe it was all a mistake, she came onto me!" "Don't call me that, just dont say anything. I'm done talking to you. I want to leave, now." I said holding back the tears.