It's been 1 year since I had last seen him. 1 year ago I left my heart on his doorstep. The image of his shining emerald eyes looking through me as I confessed my love for him, that image is still burning in my head. He just stood there while there were tears streaming down my face. In that momment I had realized I just truely lost my bestfriend for good. Now he is back from being on tour for a short break. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. As I was thinking I felt my phone buzz. "Hey Madison! Are you coming to Harry's party tonight?" That was the text I was trying to avoid all day from Anne. I don't know how I can face him after last year and say "I miss you"when the last thing I said to him was to 'Forget about our friendship, about us, and just forget about me!' let alone sit at the same table. But I still forced my fingers to type "I would love to. What time should I get there?". Within a minute she responded "Come around in about 2 hours. I know Harry has missed you!" After reading that I wondered if he really did. So I got up and started to get ready for the party. I put on a tight black long-sleeved dress with a pair of gold heels and I curled my long dark brown hair. I knew I couldn't avoid this day no matter how hard I try.