I don't remember the day I was born. Although, I don't know anyone who does. Sometimes though, I wish I could. I find it hard to trust people;I always have. I don't even trust my friends. Or family for that matter. Somtimes I can't even trust myself. I'll say something which will make everything better. Then I'll realise I am living in a fantasy world. Really, I am just a 16 year old girl who lives in Kingston, with parents who don't really care about me. Well, they say they do but I don't believe them. They think we are just happy families. But we are the complete opposite. When children are little they go to sleep to lullabys or a story book. But no. Not me. I went to sleep to the rhythms of slamming doors and shouting and swearing. I guess I saw it as a kind of lullaby. It's got better recently. My friends are alright I suppose. They are what get me through life. If I didn't have them...who would I have?