I took a step into the room, and slowly closed the door behind me. Then I tiptoed over to her bed, and then I squatted on the floor, infront of her. She was breathing slow and deep, just like I remembered her doing that saturday morning. While watching her sleep, my mind was leading me back to that night, and what happened. Now when I looked at her, it was unbelievable that I had already slept with her, but it did make sense, cause none of us thought we'd ever meet again. If I had known... I... I don't know, after all she was pretty, and already by now I started liking her more than I actually wanted to. While sitting on the floor, I reached my hand out for her, and stroked some of her dark brown hair away from her face, and pulling it back behind her ear.
I didn't know if she could feel my touch, but I wish she couldn't, cause I didn't want to wake her up, she looked way too cute. So innocent and young. I felt a stone building in my tummy, when I realised how... How far from innocent she was friday night, when we first met. I just prayed to god that she wasn't a virgin that night, cause I wasn't much for ruining her innocence. I leaned closer to her face, wanting to kiss her lips, but forced myself not to. I knew that just being here was stupid of me, and kissing her would be even worse. Still there was something I couldn't fight, I had to caress her cheek with the back of my hand, while feeling the heat of her soft skin, touching mine.
I heard steps on the stairs, but thought that no one would come in. I was wrong. Someone opened the door, and I fast pulled away from Emily, while losing balance, and falling back, ending up sitting on my bum, on the light wooden floor. I turned to look back over my shoulder, and just as I hoped it would be anyone but Olivia, Olivia's stone hard eyes were staring into mine. "What are you doing here?" She snapped, and I just still didn't know why she didn't like me. I looked away from her, and back at Emily, then back at her again, "What do you think?" I knew it was stupid of me to try to make her mad, but she was so damn bitchy, and it was hard for me not to stand up and slap her. She did everything she could, just to ruin the things between Emily and I, and that's why I wanted her to leave us alone, and just never ever come back around again. I hated her, for trying to ruin what made me so happy at the moment. "Stop being such a jerk. I'm actually living here-" She didn't get to say anything, before I interrupted her. "Actually this is Jennett's aunt's house... You girls are just staying here, while she-" I didn't get to finish neither, "Shut up. Just shut up!" She raised her voice a bit, and I fast looked back at Emily, just to see if Olivia woke her up. "Schyy! Can't you see that she is sleeping?" I snapped, when I was looking at Olivia again. "Oh really?" She didn't even try to hide the sarcasm in her voice. "Get up from the floor, you look like an idiot," She said, and looked at me with that elevator look, then she rolled her eyes and snorted. I pulled up from the floor, and stood up. She was actually as tall as me, and I hated it. Still I looked bigger than her. I was about 175 cm tall, I didn't really know, cause I didn't really care. "Do I look like an idiot? Ha-ha, you're so funny," I said, and took some silent steps closer to the open door, where she stood, leaning up against the doorframe. I only did it so we wouldn't have to talk so loud, and maybe wake Emily up. "Your hair, your clothes, your attitude, and the way you're trying to ruin this summer for Emily..." She didn't move, she just stared at me, with a superior smile on her face.
The anger started growing in my chest. Of course I wasn't! I would never ruin it for her... Olivia only said that to make me feel like such a horrible person. "No I am not!" I snapped, a bit too loud, and fast checked if Emily still was sleeping. She was. "You're just such a player, only wanting to use her as another of your dolls," When Olivia accused me for being a player, I got even madder, and actually... She hurt me, but I didn't want to admit it. I wasn't using Emily, I would never do that. "Why do you always have to be such a bitch?!" I was raising my voice a bit too much. "Why did you have to walk into Emily's life?!" She yelled back.
"I can't control what happend! It just happened, and you better fucking accept that!"
"Yeah, so I watch you ruin whole this summer?!" She walked into the room, and pointed at me with a shaking finger, and eyes filled with nothing but hate.
"I am not ruining it!"
"Yes you fucking are!! Everything was perfect, until you came around, and now she barely do anything else than talk about you, and you always show up, and you always take her with, and you always... You ALWAYS ruin our day!"
I knew that Olivia actually didn't care that I was taking Emily with me, she just wanted to be right all the time, and she thought that what they had planned this summer was just perfect, until I came around.
"WELL I FUCKING DON'T CARE! JUST STAY AWAY FROM EMILY AND I! DON'T YOU DARE TRY TO RUIN IT!"
"RUIN WHAT?! THE FACT THAT YOU MIGHT AS WELL CAN BREAK HER HEART, WHILE YOU'RE PLAYING AROUND WITH HUNDRES OF OTHER GIRLS AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME!" Olivia screamed back.
"YOU KNOW I AM NOT! AND I AM TAKING CARE OF HER! I WOULD NEVER EVER BREAK HER HEART, YOU KNOW THAT! YOU'RE JUST SO FUCKING JEALOUS!"
"JEALOUS, ME?! HA-HA. YOU BETTER BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!" She pressed her finger into my chest.
"YOU CAN'T STAND TO SEE EMILY HAPPY! YOU'RE JUST FEELING SO FUCKING SORRY FOR YOURSELF ALL THE TI-" I didn't get to finish, before a light and shaking voice screamed, "STOP IT!" From behind. I turned around, and saw Emily sitting in the bed, covering her body with the white silk blanket. Her eyes were red and watered. I could hear Olivia turn around, walk out, and then slam the door behind her. I just stood there on the floor, still shaking off anger, after the fight. Emily was looking at me, trying not to cry. I took a deep breath, and then I walked up to her, and sat down in the bed beside her. She rested her head on my shoulder, and I held her tight. She was still shaking, and I could feel my t-shirt get a bit wet from where she face was, cause of her tears. "Sorry.." I mumbled, while pressing my lips against her hair.