"I'm not dead, either alive. I'm just me...

I can see them. Feel them, and hear them. They scream. Begging me to save them, but i can't. I can't give them their life back, even though if I want to. They won't listen, because they just want to live once again. But when they finally understands, they try to kill me - and they can.

God tells me over and over, that they deserve to live in the darkness between the living humans forever. As good as i understood the message, is that God is'nt that good and pure. God is'nt."