Can't take it no more!

by , Tuesday July 11, 2017
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 Can't take it no more!
I've been crying so much lately and it's not your fault- it's mine! I'm just a bad person - I can never be good enough for anyone. I try my best but it's just no good. There are so many haters out there, that are just so mean to me. Everyone thinks I'm uncapable of doing what they can do and they try to judge me by my appearance and my accent. People (including BFFs, teachers, kids at school and family) all ignore me like I don't even exist! I'm like right there for God's sake! How can anyone miss me? They all pay attention to everyone else and not me. I'm like, "Am I a Ghost?" Recently, I auditioned for the school talent show and my drama teacher who was doing the auditions, was so bloody rude. In lessons she said I was mumbling, when I was actually talking - I found it offensive because this teacher don't understand my accent. In the audition, the teacher even did an impression of me and my accent and body language and I had to re-audition. And I got through my 2nd audition and I cancelled my act on the day of the show - because of bullying and people judging and making fun of me. And in my following drama lesson, people were bullying me as usual, so I had to shut them up and the teacher shouted in my face sayin':"No more snide comments underneath your breath!" This made me so emotional, I went home crying! I also don't know what to say most of the times and I say something and then a few hours later, I regret and think of how it should've been. And, I think male and female should be treated equally - but people disagree. I also feel very uncomfortable about my body and I know most people do, even if they got that perfect body they're always insecure. A few kids at my school feel my body (usually squeezing my shoulders, holdin' my neck or touching my back) and say things about my body that aren't very nice and they go tell their friends. As I look inside my sunglasses in the photo above, I see my own reflection and I'm smiling - because I love myself and I think you should too. Don't let anyone ever bring you down and stay strong! I don't have to be same as everybody else. We're all different and that's what makes us all amazing people. But, we all need to be treated equally and fairly. Imagine everyone were the same? That'd be boring! So let's all be nice and treat people with respect and the way we'd love to be treated. Love you guys so much 3 From weirdkid24
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