Your Burden

by , Tuesday July 4, 2017

Your Burden

Teenage angst bullshit. I'm just typing what's coming to mind. 

What? Am I just your burden now? Does our friendship mean absolutely nothing to you? Are dumb little fights going to crush us? This is stupid. You're stupid. I'm stupid. We're stupid. I hate this. I hate what things have come to. We've known each other for about 5 years now. The last time we saw each other in person was about 3-4 years ago. I have no idea who you are anymore, and you have no idea who I am. Skype, Kik, and Instagram aren't enough for us. If only we could see each other in person more often... Things might be different. Stop painting me as the villain. You don't know what goes on in my mind. I don't know what goes on in yours. We're supposed to be soulmates....connected.... but we've lost touch. Not completely, but a great amount of it. I'm not talking behind your back. I'm venting. There's a difference. Don't give me a Google definition. I don't care what it says. I'm venting. Am I saying your name? No. Am I really making you sound bad? No. Look, we're both different. We live in opposite worlds in the same state. But don't throw me away. Don't throw us away. She's your friend and my enemy. Fine. But you and I are still best friends too. Please don't toss me away. Normally I'd say sorry, but I've said it too much already. Plus, why should I apologize for who I am? What did I do wrong anyway? Disagree with you and try to defend my side of it? I don't see anything wrong with that. You're stubborn but, you know what, so am I. I'm staying as who I am, even if who I am is a little fucked up. You've put up with me for this long. Our friendship must mean something to you. Don't throw us away like my other friends have.

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