Who am I??

by , Sunday January 15, 2017

I look in the mirror...or try to... I can't bear the sight of my eyes.. I see the pain missed with betrayal. Life betrayed me... Gave me a hope that was already defeated... What is life?? A game?? I don't want to be a puppet anymore to this endless cell. I want out.. I'm not the same.. Who am I?? What happened to my smile... and it reaching my eyes?? Is life just a disguise ready to beat me broken. Im already exhausted but there seems to be no time outs. I wish the past can be the future cause I want to go back... Back to childhood where I laughed... Back to friends where I cried... Back to family where I lived... Back to when I knew me and who I was.. Life is changing and I cant catch up. The race seems to fast and Im out of energy... My confidence is gone... stuck in my head... My personality died with my heart and Im not sure when that was... Im crying out..shouting... I want answers but I don't even know the questions... I look in the mirror... and I see a stranger....

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