Best friend?

by , Monday October 3, 2016

Not sure where to start. Had a lot going on in the last couple of weeks. I guess the one thing on my mind right now is my best friend Kirstein.


She recently moved back home with her boyfriend and things haven't been going so well for her. She's living in a place she doesn't want to live in a state she doesn't want to live in because he wanted to move back in with his parents and didn't even think of her first. She's never had the best relationship with her family and she didn't want to live with his but he didn't care. Now she's in a position she'd really rather not be in and because of that she's been very depressed and bringing me down with her when we talk. I try to brighten her darkness but she'd rather stay there. I try to be a good friend and tell her things will get better but she'd rather believe they won't.


About two weeks ago she just decided to get online on a website we're always on and talking on and she deactivated her account. Now she has like a billion accounts on there as different characters of hers and she never not once messaged me on any of them. I wanted to know what was going on so I messaged her on another account and heard nothing back. I switched to another account of mine which is my main and heard nothing from her for days. Then when she finally did message me she said "Hey." and that's all she said. I was furious with her because in all that time she never bothered to talk to me. She never said "I'm going through some things. I need time alone." I've had to sit back and wait for her to want to talk to me. I've had to continue on without my best friend because she deactivated her acount and she couldn't be bothered to tell me what was going on and give me a heads up.


I didn't reply for a whole week and she never tried to message me. She just ignored me like I was ignoring her. I'll be honest it's been over a week and I'm still mad at her. We talked for a hot minute and she apologized for leaving, I didn't say anything, I just ignored it. She explained what's going on after I asked and I haven't replied in 2 days and I don't want to because I don't know what to say. Most of it stems from one day a couple years back I joked about deactivating and she got all butthurt and didn't talk to me the same for a few days and yet here she is and she just did it out of nowhere and expects me to act like it wasn't a big deal.

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